Comments | vinlawless13: I am sorry...

vinlawless13

I am sorry...

Mar 31, 2005 23:19

I am sorry for what happen between elish and myself, unlike her i am not going to sit here and say bad things, and tell you guys all the bad times, but instead, ill sit here and tell you all the wonderful thing and times we had together, Everything was great for the first month, we were so much in love with one another its not funny, we met on ( Read more... )

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girlscoutreject April 1 2005, 00:39:23 UTC

blah blah blah. people are craaaazy.
oh and btw: it should be PS, then PPS, then PPPS.
the P stands for 'post' which means 'after'
makes sense right?

thegirlwhoisme April 1 2005, 02:00:49 UTC

how could i not be angry?? you are right, we are both at fault. We didnt have as many fights as you think though... we did have more good times, but all you wanted to focus on was the bad, and u did take your anger out on me.... i was upset because i felt unappreciated. i love you more than anyone ever! Never say i didnt... i still do and its killing me that we couldnt just work this out. I was willing for a new start.... couples fight, sometimes u lose feelings, but that doesnt mean you can't get tham back. Don't make me the enemy... i tried and tried and u just expected me to wait around. I had and still have faith in you that you can be a wonderful person... im not saying you were horrible before, but you can be so much better. I wish you could see that i saw that in you. I pushed you because i loved you, i wanted to see you get everything you've ever wanted... Why didnt u just try my plan out??? It would have been wonderful. I believed in it more than ever... and i did pray, which is something i never do, and i prayed you would ( ... )

May not be my place, but.. speeddemon162 April 1 2005, 02:38:06 UTC

"love" doesn't exist like it does in movies. Anyone expecting such is setting themself up for eventual disaster. It takes work, even then, doesn't always work out. Hell, it might work for 10 years, then fail, or work for 25, then fail. It happens ( ... )

Re: May not be my place, but.. thegirlwhoisme April 1 2005, 07:53:58 UTC

i agree completely... except the end. it shouldn't have failed just yet because we hadn't worked hard enough at it yet... we still had more options, and I knew that this time it was really going to pan out, and if it didnt then we'd know for sure we weren't compatible. I just know now that this will kill me for the rest of my life, and theres a reason im so upset about it versus all my other relationships. I thought that we should just take "time outs" when we got really mad so that we'd cool down, i also thought since we weren't living together anymore that it would be less stressful and that we should take time to ourselves instead of spending every waking moment with each other.. Josh didnt see that this would have made us stronger. I can't make him work at something, but he was pessimistic, and I was hopeful. We just had petty shit, it wasnt anything HUGE. I wanted to become stronger with him, and i was and still am not ready to give up the hope that it still may happen.... maybe i'm stupid, who knows? I just wish to go back to ( ... )

Re: May not be my place, but.. girlscoutreject April 1 2005, 10:28:04 UTC

"and i would do anything in the world to have that feeling of love back and see if things could just be fixed"

looks like this breakup is temporary.
dont get TOO used to the single life, you two!

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thegirlwhoisme April 6 2005, 12:18:25 UTC

"Well in closing, i think Elish is a great and wonderful girl but just not the one for me, and i hope she goes on to have a great life and i just wish her the best"
This is still hurtful to read.... care to maybe write an update or say something about the situation? ;o( Do u still feel the same way now?