I am sorry...

[vinlawless13]

I am sorry for what happen between elish and myself, unlike her i am not going to sit here and say bad things, and tell you guys all the bad times, but instead, ill sit here and tell you all the wonderful thing and times we had together, Everything was great for the first month, we were so much in love with one another its not funny, we met on

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Re: May not be my place, but..

[thegirlwhoisme]

i agree completely... except the end. it shouldn't have failed just yet because we hadn't worked hard enough at it yet... we still had more options, and I knew that this time it was really going to pan out, and if it didnt then we'd know for sure we weren't compatible. I just know now that this will kill me for the rest of my life, and theres a reason im so upset about it versus all my other relationships. I thought that we should just take "time outs" when we got really mad so that we'd cool down, i also thought since we weren't living together anymore that it would be less stressful and that we should take time to ourselves instead of spending every waking moment with each other.. Josh didnt see that this would have made us stronger. I can't make him work at something, but he was pessimistic, and I was hopeful. We just had petty shit, it wasnt anything HUGE. I wanted to become stronger with him, and i was and still am not ready to give up the hope that it still may happen.... maybe i'm stupid, who knows? I just wish to go back to two months ago and start again knowing what i know... is that too much to ask? It was just stupid immature bullshit and i think we both grew from it and it would be possible to work it out.... i hate this naggin feeling that we were awesome for each other, we just need to get through a rough patch.

Re: May not be my place, but..

[girlscoutreject]

"and i would do anything in the world to have that feeling of love back and see if things could just be fixed"

looks like this breakup is temporary.
dont get TOO used to the single life, you two!

Re: May not be my place, but..

[thegirlwhoisme]

haha it was...

Re: May not be my place, but..

[girlscoutreject]

i've been in the same exact position so many times i can tell when a breakup won't last long...
i'm guessing the problem has been resolved?

Re: May not be my place, but..

[thegirlwhoisme]

its being resolved as we speak... we both have things we need to work on, so we'll see how well we both do in trying our best to make things work. Mostly we just handled fights poorly and hurtful things were said. We have a plan... hopefully it works the way we want ;o)