I am sorry...
I am sorry for what happen between elish and myself, unlike her i am not going to sit here and say bad things, and tell you guys all the bad times, but instead, ill sit here and tell you all the wonderful thing and times we had together, Everything was great for the first month, we were so much in love with one another its not funny, we met on myspace.com and the first night we hit it off, i mean it was great to find someone you get along with right off the back, well anyway days turned into months and everything was perfect, i mean i didnt want to be away from her for even a second and then even a second was too long, i mean we were in love, and it was great, now things started going down the drain because we would fight alot, but i never stopped loving her i mean she would do something or say something that would get me upset and i guess maybe i took it out on her in the wrong way, but she would never let me have a second to calm down, well anyway things were great, and i loved her but you know people fall out of love after the 100th fight, i mean we had alot of fights, and i think its because we really never knew one another. It was like after the first night we were a couple and were in love, i mean it was great but i guess it was our downfall and it sucks, well to get to the fast end of the story, i was not the best boyfriend and she was not always the best girlfriend, but we loved each other. Everyone would see us in public and be like "look at those two so in love" or something along those lines, well anyway people always thought i would treat her like shit and stuff but they are wrong, most of the time she would do something or say something before we would go hang out with friends, and it would make me mad, and i wouldnt want to talk about it, because i think people should work problems out between themselves, well she didnt. But she would always keep asking whats wrong or something to push my buttons. Well just to let everyone know we both are to blame for problems in this relationship, not just one person but both i am not the only one who was mean and i am not the only one who was an ass hole and i am not saying its all her fault, but its 50/50 like all relationships must be so stop.
Well in closing, i think Elish is a great and wonderful girl but just not the one for me, and i hope she goes on to have a great life and i just wish her the best because she is a good person, even though we both have problems, we are both good people and want to be happy. So elish, i know you wrote alot of bad stuff about me, but i am not going to sink to your level and do what you did, all i am going to say is, i hope you feel happy that you turned everyone against me, and you have to live with the pain in your heart that you couldnt even be nice about this. Well everyone if you dont want to be my friend because of elish and what happen, then i think you werent really friends at all and i feel bad for you. and if you do then ill be hanging out with some of you all later.
PS. I sit here writing this knowing things are over and i have this look on my face like i want to cry/be mad i mean after reading what Elish wrote, i feel it was written by a spiteful, hateful, woman who i guess never loved me, well thats fine, because i am happy with my life, i am happy to know you will be fine in the end and i am happy god is watching down on me smiling because i did the right thing by being nice about all this, so my friends take care and have a wonderful night,
PSS. Elish, i want to wish you good luck in life, i want only the best for you and no matter what i am always here for you as a friend. I know you will go on to do great things, i know you will do what you have set in life and i know you will get everything you want, and you know Karma might come back to you, so sit and pray to god...but have a good life and be safe my friend, i will always love you and miss your smiles :-)
PSSS. For everyone who thinks i am an asshole, sorry you feel that way but i know god doesnt think i am and thats all that matters in the end...
"Thinking About Forever" By Payble on Death you all need to listen to POD and understand there music, its awesome and i think you might learn alittle something along the way, but i have done my soul searching, i am a new person and i am starting my new life....because i am setting my eyes to zion...
Well in closing, i think Elish is a great and wonderful girl but just not the one for me, and i hope she goes on to have a great life and i just wish her the best because she is a good person, even though we both have problems, we are both good people and want to be happy. So elish, i know you wrote alot of bad stuff about me, but i am not going to sink to your level and do what you did, all i am going to say is, i hope you feel happy that you turned everyone against me, and you have to live with the pain in your heart that you couldnt even be nice about this. Well everyone if you dont want to be my friend because of elish and what happen, then i think you werent really friends at all and i feel bad for you. and if you do then ill be hanging out with some of you all later.
PS. I sit here writing this knowing things are over and i have this look on my face like i want to cry/be mad i mean after reading what Elish wrote, i feel it was written by a spiteful, hateful, woman who i guess never loved me, well thats fine, because i am happy with my life, i am happy to know you will be fine in the end and i am happy god is watching down on me smiling because i did the right thing by being nice about all this, so my friends take care and have a wonderful night,
PSS. Elish, i want to wish you good luck in life, i want only the best for you and no matter what i am always here for you as a friend. I know you will go on to do great things, i know you will do what you have set in life and i know you will get everything you want, and you know Karma might come back to you, so sit and pray to god...but have a good life and be safe my friend, i will always love you and miss your smiles :-)
PSSS. For everyone who thinks i am an asshole, sorry you feel that way but i know god doesnt think i am and thats all that matters in the end...
"Thinking About Forever" By Payble on Death you all need to listen to POD and understand there music, its awesome and i think you might learn alittle something along the way, but i have done my soul searching, i am a new person and i am starting my new life....because i am setting my eyes to zion...