There is a warmth inside me. I love Steph. We just spent all night talking about everything, and it made me so happy. She's fallen asleep now, so I'm going to read Apocalypse until I do the same. I'm not going to Latin tomorrow. We're going to Target to buy stuff to decorate my room. You'll have to come over and see it. I'm so happy right now. It ( Read more... )

I think I'm going to see the nurse again tomorrow and get some antibiotics. The congestion, instead of leaving me, has seemed to settle in my head. I also got an eye infection, causing me to be unable to wear my contacts (and I don't own glasses). I got drops and thought it had gone away, but I wore my contacts for about 4 hours on Monday and about ( Read more... )

In the process of avoiding my paper, I listened to a bunch of music. Most of it I hadn't heart in a while, but one song I heard not too long ago -- I just love it so much that I'm going to post the lyrics and a link to a YouTube video (not the actual video, but just so you can hear the song).

( Annie Lennox: Love Song for a Vampire )

I just checked Myspace and found this on the bulletin board:

A guy handed his girlfriend 14 roses. 13 real. 1 fake. He said i'll love you until the last one dies.. She gladly accepted them. But when she grabbed them. She said "one of these is fake.." He said "exactly. that's because I will Love You Forever." If u post this on a bulletin in 5 ( Read more... )

My eyes are tired, but I'm not. I don't think I'll be able to sleep that easily. There's been so much on my mind these past three or four days, so much to think about. I just don't know where to go from here. Supposedly, in order to acquire what we really want in life, we have to take the ultimate risk and become completely vulnerable. Raise your ( Read more... )

I woke up and saw angels. At least one, but I think there were more behind her ( Read more... )

So the X-Men thing was kind of waning for me, until I started reading volume 5 ( Read more... )

Sometimes, there's so much love in me that I feel like I'm going to 'splode.

There's such passion within me. It needs to get out. I crave the ability to express myself to someone who's okay with wanting me. Who wants to want me. I want to be someone's drug. Their medicine. Part of their glory. I want it all...

But mostly so I can give it back.

I've been so passionate the last few days. Maybe four days. Between listening to lots of choir music and downloading pictures of beautiful women (I have a thing for the "tasteful nude" genre, I've discovered), everything seems kind of beautiful. I've not been completely at peace, but it's more than I can usually expect, especially during crunch ( Read more... )