Me and Dylan broke up, I beat him up infront of all our friends at some show ( Read more... )

FUCK I'm fucked. I try and do one thing right, try and get off speed, and then while I'm doing that I lose my house, find out my boyfriends pretty much cheating on me....etc.etc ( Read more... )

It's settled, I'm going to my Dad's up by the Queen Charlotte's for 3 weeks.
It's a small town of 90 people, and there's no drugs there, so I'm optimistic that this will be for the better, even though I don't want to leave Dylan.
I haven't done it for a week and a half...yay!!!!

m throwin up and pullin hair in the bathroom stall of the crystal cave ( Read more... )

I'm stuck in this tug of war between substance and living a healthy life ( Read more... )

Why should I fight for my spot beside my supposed true love when he's giving himself away freely anyways.
there's no point.

Your charm has such an advantage over me that I always forgive you. Not because I have forgotten all the hurtful things, but because I always want to believe you care about us and that you're a good person. Show me I'm right, please.


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i wish everything hadn't changed for the worst, i wish we hadn't grown apart ( Read more... )

So my apartment with Dylan is frustrating
I hate drinking. I'm so fed up with my life, god sakes.
I go to clubs alot again. I listen to 'Nothing in this world" alot.
I LOVE tanning again. somebody save me from vancouver.


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It's really snowing alot here, kinda intense ( Read more... )