I just opened my Etsy shop, for my recent painting creations.

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Like sheep. Like the rest of them.

We started watching True Blood.

The accent is like fingernails on chalkboard and makes me want to hit my head as hard as I can on a wall to make it stop. And it took me a while to tell apart the redneck boys, who all look alike. I can only find affection for Lafayette, who is the sole characters who grabs my ( Read more... )

Okay, I have to post this picture on its own, as it is the most disturbing, evocative, interesting and complex photo i've seen in a while.
if it was porn, it would be the sickest porn ever seen.
if it was for sale, it would be bankruptcy
if it was sex, it'd be inside my head
if it was fake, it wouldn't be like this


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I could ask a “have you ever ...?” question but there would never be a “yes” answer.

As in: have you ever blackmailed someone for money?
or being tempted to?

How much does a secret worth? Would I be afraid to go to prison?

Life is supposed to be a movie for me, at all times. My scenario lack crime. Crime deficient screenplay.

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Two days in a row, being awoken by violent pain at the center of me.

Unable to find a comfortable position aside walking in circles in my room.

Crying

Crying also because I haven’t slept in 2 days.

Crying because I lost so much blood I have no energy left.

I dream of a blood transfusion, a king size bed and Demerol

Reality is I’ll get an endometrial ( Read more... )

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awesome!

I am Lady Cynical.

And one morning, maybe was it yesterday, maybe was it today

I woke up and thought:

What if it’s true? What if he really does love me?

Can it really be?

Why would he stay with me for so long if he does not feel love for me?

So maybe it is true.

But how can we always be sure that we are loved?

I am Lady Cynical

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