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May 26, 2011 10:06

Characters: wavesoakedlegs, behisstrength, kagayakashi and all the guests!
Location: 12 Olie Street in the Phanga neighbourhood.
Time: Throughout the afternoon.
Style: Whatever you wish!
Status: This is an open log for Gracia's birthday celebrations, so set up threads and mingle with one another. Anybody is welcome! Your hosts and behisstrength will be around, of course but the mundanes won't, so ( Read more... )

akechi mitsuhide, gracia, chosokabe motochika (samurai warriors)

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FAMILY THREAD! wavesoakedlegs May 26 2011, 09:11:20 UTC
[After he finishes setting everything up, Mitsuhide takes a seat in the living room. The cooking had taken a long time, the washing-up even longer, and so the brief rest is very much appreciated.]

[There are two packages sat on the table before him, ready to be given to Gracia when she appears.]

[It had taken some time for Mitsuhide to decide on some suitable gifts, but he is quite satisfied with what he decided on in the end. Hopefully they will be enjoyed.]

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behisstrength June 10 2011, 12:41:39 UTC
[At Gracia's first utterance of 'Tenkai' Motochika's gaze flicks to Mitsuhide, surprised.

Rather than interfering Motochika stays quiet, silently witnessing the progression.]

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wavesoakedlegs June 10 2011, 12:53:50 UTC
[Mitsuhide nods ever so slightly in Motochika's direction before returning his focus to Gracia. It seems an explanation is in order; he leans in, not taking the necklace away but drawing her attention to the part of it detailing location.]

This part details a province, a city to start from, a village along the way and the path from that village which leads to a hut.

[He points to the two names, next.]

You are close with this part. Nankobo Tenkai is the name I took after the Battle of Yamazaki, unworthy of my true name as I was.

[Mitsuhide moves back again, closing his eyes for a moment. Many difficult memories and thoughts move through his mind, but he holds the sadness back; this is a time to focus on Gracia and what he is giving to her.]

I was not sure at first whether or not I should give this to you; things happened a little differently for you at Yamazaki, after all. But in the end I decided I should. That necklace contains the information you would need to find Akechi Mitsuhide back in Japan.

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kagayakashi June 10 2011, 15:58:08 UTC
[ As her father explains, Gracia is left more speechless than before. For the first time in a long time, Gracia remembers Yamazaki outside of her nightmares - the rain, mud and dirt more vivid than ever before. She closes her eyes briefly and tries to make sense of his words. When they lost at Yamazaki, Motochika...died and her father flat out disappeared. Was this where he fled to? This province in this village in that hut? She wasn't sure what she was feeling at the moment. Her previous happiness was dulling down. All this time she was left wondering, hoping, praying that her father really was alive, and she wasn't just spouting out nonsense; now she held the key to proving everyone who doubted her faith in her father, wrong ( ... )

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VON, TAG AFTER ME? I hope you don't mind but it felt appropriate to tag straight back here wavesoakedlegs June 10 2011, 16:28:02 UTC
[Mitsuhide was prepared for this... or he'd thought he would be. Inwardly, the young samurai sighed and sorted through everything he'd gotten ready to say. This was all very important; Gracia needed to know.]

Look at my face, my girl.

[He looks at her directly, eyes sad but posture strong, so she can see his face properly. Mitsuhide is only 25 years old, and if she was to really look, she would see how young he was.]

In my Japan, I was obviously born later than in yours. There is more. You see, I have no wife... I had no daughter...

[Because he'd been so focused on his devotion to Nobunaga that the pleas of his family to take a wife had been, if not ignored, then put to one side. I can marry once his rule is certain. That is what he had always thought. Fate had made it otherwise.]Whatever happened in Yamazaki for you, I know this; I would never abandon you or Lord Motochika in battle. Whatever version of me it may be. If I disappeared before my dear Lord d-died, then... then it was not willingly. I also know that after Yamazaki, I ( ... )

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that's fine! DO WHAT YOU NEED TO. behisstrength June 12 2011, 10:58:59 UTC
[Motochika's gaze is steady, soberly confident. Wordlessly he mouths: you can do this.

Despite the dramatic turn of mood -- despite Gracia's tears and Mitsuhide's underlying sorrow -- he recognises that this is a step forward on the long path to healing. They have not lead easy lives, but they have survived, and so they must reconcile themselves with the past and carry that with them into the future. No one else can do it for them.

Motochika moves so that he can take a hand each into both of his; he brings Mitsuhide's and Gracia's hands together, afterwards, and then holds them between his own palms. His grip firm, though not uncomfortably so.

They needed this talk -- that much was clear. That did not mean they had to go without physical comfort, the literal feeling of not being alone, as they addressed loss and abandonment.]

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kagayakashi June 13 2011, 05:09:08 UTC
[ When her father tells her to look at him, Gracia slowly obeys. Her eyes were glossy from unshed tears, but otherwise she remains silent as he speaks to her. Every word he utters was a blow to her heart, piercing through her like the sharpest sword.

Strangely enough though, it didn't hurt. It was merely the motion that she felt inside of her, but it brought her no pain.

After Motochika moves to place their hands together she finds herself breaking eye contact briefly, just so she can glance at it - all three of their hands joined together in one way or another. She blinks, feeling the warmth radiate from the contact. She moves her fingers gently across her father's palms, eventually intertwining them. She realizes that the necklace in her hand was trapped underneath their hands as well. It makes her smile a bit. ]

I can't imagine you being that different. Even if you had no family where you came from, you're still my father. [ Gracia looks up at him again. ] Nothing will change that ( ... )

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wavesoakedlegs June 13 2011, 09:28:21 UTC
[Mitsuhide's immediate thought at her mention of them being alone is to think 'I deserved it.' But she didn't. The gesture was giving her a chance to curb that feeling, when the inevitable happened one day.]

[One day... as far as he was concerned, they would all be returned to their worlds. Different versions of the same one, but still different. Nothing that Motochika had ever said had managed to persuade him otherwise. Back in his own, there was nobody who would miss him. His daughter and his lover, in their own, should not be alone and would not. The ache in his own heart at the thought of it did not matter.]

[His eyes remain strong, though, even as those thoughts run through his mind. He tightens his own grip.]

Breathe deeply, my girl. Nice and steady. You will not need to be alone again.

[In truth, every time he has heard it, a part of him has felt a little unsure of the wisdom of allowing her into battle. How had that happened? Mitsuhide would have done everything he could to shield her from war. Loss, pain, death... there ( ... )

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behisstrength June 14 2011, 10:52:07 UTC
[Life is for the living, not the shades of the dead.

The choice of gift says plenty about Mitsuhide: that Mitsuhide had never truly given up on living despite all appearances. Perhaps their happiness will always be tempered by the tragedy they have experienced, but to Motochika eyes, this is a sign that even in their own versions of their land, they will both be at peace one day.]

Yet in time you will succeed, or you would not have been given this gift.

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kagayakashi June 14 2011, 15:21:06 UTC
[ Mitsuhide was very much on the dot; Gracia ran away yet again, this time stowing herself away inside a cargo box so she could figure out how the ways of the world worked. Besides that, she very much wanted to help her father, and she believed that by staying home would be no help at all. So even if he tried his best to shelter her away from the war, it was inevitable with her fighting spirit, with her curiosity and total dedication to her father, that she would somehow slip away and become exposed to battle.

The Akechi stubbornness was present in both of them, it seemed, though in different manners. ]

[ She pauses for some time, letting all the words and emotions sink even deeper into her core. A broken man - that was what she would find if she chose to seek him out. A broken man who had all his dreams shattered and had his only support taken away from him. In part, she felt a tad bit guilty. So that was what she addresses first. Gracia glances at Motochika, her red hair slightly veiling part of her face.I shouldn't have left ( ... )

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wavesoakedlegs June 14 2011, 16:39:21 UTC
[Mitsuhide waits for Gracia to finish before speaking, pondering on her words. Her husband? Mention of a husband is not actually surprising to him, though he cannot imagine choosing a match for her would have been easy, and besides, it is not the time to question her about such details. Mentions of Hideyoshi dwell on his mind a little more. He can vividly remember facing the man one-on-one, and the words both of them had said then. The leader of the Toyotomi spoke both harsh words and surprsingly gentle ones. Accusations of indecision and weakness, but also a promse to rule the land well one day. Mitsuhide had been allowed to flee when word of Motochika's defeat had been announced across the battlefield ( ... )

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behisstrength June 20 2011, 13:45:10 UTC
[Motochika doubts that; he may not have experienced the same loss at Yamazaki as Mitsuhide and Gracia had, yet he knows himself. He would not have sent Gracia away if they'd stood any chance of turning the tide of battle.

Not that any good would come out of saying as much, so Motochika does not voice it.

What's done is done.

Some good has come out of it, at least -- Gracia's resolve is the kind of legacy that honours the departed.

Motochika raises his eyebrows a fraction at mention of a husband, but that's a matter for Mitsuhide to address first, and a glance at the younger samurai reveals that Mitsuhide's thoughts are elsewhere.

Motochika recognises that expression. Silently he places a hand upon the small of Mitsuhide's back.]

The promise of a better tomorrow... there is an additional reason to celebrate. [Dwelling will do no good now; it's an unsubtle hint.] The day is not done yet.

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kagayakashi June 22 2011, 07:26:31 UTC
[ Gracia stares at the cloth of the sofa. ]

Father, you're part of my happiness. I want you around, always.

[ Somehow, her birthday became bittersweet. She was supposed to be happy today, to enjoy herself, but now...now her mind was filled with other things to worry about. Still, she couldn't allow the hardwork put into the party to go to waste, so she leans back straight and puts on her necklace quietly. ]

I'm almost an adult. One more year to go, and I really won't be a child anymore. [ Gracia smiles, though there was little mirth. ] I hope I'll still be in this city by then. [ She looks at the two, sadly. ]

I hope I don't have to leave. This place is like the land you've always dreamed of. Nobody is fighting, everyone is at peace. The curses are bad sometimes, but they go away after a while.

[ She bites her lip. It was extremely selfish on her part, but Gracia couldn't seem to bring herself to care. She says nothing else after that. Her words, her expression, they all imply what she truly desires. Perhaps it wasn't to ( ... )

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wavesoakedlegs June 22 2011, 08:32:54 UTC
[Gracia has echoed one of Mitsuhide's own desires: to remain in Vatheon. Where else can he be with those he loves? Not in his Japan. Never again in his Japan. Who knew if he'd even get to keep his memories of Vatheon there? He could forget his daughter, this child of light and hope. He could forget his love for Motochika and the fact the other man had loved him back. Those who had left and returned had said different things, so it was a matter of chance...]

[With a last surge of strength, Mitsuhide offers Gracia a warm smile before she leaves and says:]

You will be happy. Everything I see in you, and heard from you today, tells me this is true.

[A nod.]

Lord Motochika is right. There is much of the day left; your friends will be here soon, I am sure. Keep smiling, Gracia.

[He waits long enough for her to leave and get to her room before speaking again. Glancing at his lover, still sat at his side, he lets his mask slip and asks:]

Do you think that was the right thing to do, my Lord?

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behisstrength June 22 2011, 09:27:40 UTC
[There is only one answer Motochika can give to that question. He answers with certainty.]

Yes.

[A life untouched by sorrow was impossible for those born into their age. The necklace had brought deep-seated pain to the surface for both father and daughter, yet it also gave hope for the future. It was ultimately a resounding step forward.]

For Gracia, and for yourself.

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