I'm done.
I'm wiping my hands clean of this mess.
It'll be like I never existed.

Good night all. 

 I seriously just want to dissect and understand why I feel so hopeless and shitty all the time. It's like my brain just automatically goes there at night. It's enough to make me want to walk the streets of Austin and find someone willing to blow them out ( Read more... )

 you dont understand how angry i am at you right now.

 He said "It was so difficult getting suicide texts every other week ( Read more... )

 I just don't believe that you love me anymore.
I don't believe when you say it.
and I don't believe that you miss me.

I kind of can't believe anything you tell me at this point and it's not even your fault... I've just fallen in love with a lot of douchebags.

 I will never ever stop writing again ( Read more... )

I was happy once.
I woke up one morning and everyone was gone.
Xavier, how am I supposed to live without you? I was in this for the long run. You left when I needed you most. Now I feel like a pile of mush and not a real person.

What am I supposed to do? :(

Why am I so afraid of growing up?

I can't wait for friday. I'm gonna get my mohawk back ( Read more... )

I miss my pops.
I wanna go home as soon as possible.
I miss everything about Brownsville and I wanna go to the beach before it gets cold again.
I want everyone to meet this love that's been growing inside of me.
Oh, and St. Edward's is ok. I like it alright. There's this nice hill with a spectacular view of downtown Austin. It's enough to take your ( Read more... )