Rant Rant Rant.
I miss my pops.
I wanna go home as soon as possible.
I miss everything about Brownsville and I wanna go to the beach before it gets cold again.
I want everyone to meet this love that's been growing inside of me.
Oh, and St. Edward's is ok. I like it alright. There's this nice hill with a spectacular view of downtown Austin. It's enough to take your breath away.
But honestly, I'm tired. Just about 2 weeks or so into the semester and I'm so tired of having to work and juggle being a full time student. Not only that, but I need more money. More money is more work, and I can barely handle the load I'm at right now. I wish I didn't have to work, but I have this echo of Thelma's voice telling me that the sacrifice now will be worth it in the end.
I live in the present. I always have. That's why it's really hard for me to believe that I should be sacrificing ANY time. But I suppose I'll be happier in the long run once everything is said and done. I want an apartment of my own already. A place where Xave and I can just sleep. I wanna be able to wake up and hear him snoring like a pug puppy. I want to kiss his nose, first thing in the morning. And when making breakfast for myself isn't enough motivation, I'll make it for him. And I can't have that if I don't have a full-time job now.
Growing up sucks, huh?
I wanna go home as soon as possible.
I miss everything about Brownsville and I wanna go to the beach before it gets cold again.
I want everyone to meet this love that's been growing inside of me.
Oh, and St. Edward's is ok. I like it alright. There's this nice hill with a spectacular view of downtown Austin. It's enough to take your breath away.
But honestly, I'm tired. Just about 2 weeks or so into the semester and I'm so tired of having to work and juggle being a full time student. Not only that, but I need more money. More money is more work, and I can barely handle the load I'm at right now. I wish I didn't have to work, but I have this echo of Thelma's voice telling me that the sacrifice now will be worth it in the end.
I live in the present. I always have. That's why it's really hard for me to believe that I should be sacrificing ANY time. But I suppose I'll be happier in the long run once everything is said and done. I want an apartment of my own already. A place where Xave and I can just sleep. I wanna be able to wake up and hear him snoring like a pug puppy. I want to kiss his nose, first thing in the morning. And when making breakfast for myself isn't enough motivation, I'll make it for him. And I can't have that if I don't have a full-time job now.
Growing up sucks, huh?