if only i could meet some of these fuckers. they would not be able to ever describe the amount of pain i would put them through for fucking me like this without even knowing it, and those that i cannot fight, know that your all dead to me. and if i catch wind of this shit again. i will hunt you down and you will not posses the physical ability to ( Read more... )

i hate.
i feel like running someone through and watching their eyes darken as their soul fades away from their pitiful shell.

so by figuring out and entering but a second secret code into the door on heartagram.com i saw a sneak release of the new HIM music video of thier first single: rip out the wings of a butterfly, and not only is it one of the best HIM songs i have ever heard. but the music video is near orgasmic. i also managed to preorder 2 special fan editions of ( Read more... )

so im just laying in bed. i keep rolling over to look at the clock to see if it is time to arise from the gentle solace of my bed, only to find that it is indeed almost time to awaken, but yet only convince myself that i will still have plenty of time to get up and ready myself for work, if i sleep in for another fifteen minutes. now it has come ( Read more... )

im at tamis bitches. im going to get me some

well hello. for the 1.5 people that read this i havent updated in a bit. and im bored. so i think i will appease your appetite for knowledge of my current events. last weekend was quite a story. but you can check my lovely girlfriends page for information on that adventure. today i woke up at noon thirty. cuz i was up till 3 talking about our plans ( Read more... )

i was forced to wake up before my time this morning, due to an unwanted house inspection. i never knew it was so hard to sell something. but oh well i move out to college soon. i just got my acceptance so thats cool i suppose. i had an awesome weekend with the lovely tami, she came down monday morning, we went to the store and then to the beach. ( Read more... )

haha im not in a bad mood i just thought it would be funny to write that lol. and it is. well to me anyways. but ya i just woke up and im excited to see my girlfriend today. i love her. today is also the day i win that bid on the motorcycle helmet i placed not thinking i would win. at least i now know where my 150 bucks from graduation is going to ( Read more... )

Odd subject i know, but its a damn good song by disturbed. But my fathers day was kinda lame, went to an angels game with most of the family, and that was as boring as hell. i hate baseball, there is no pain. no combat. its just like a bunch of kids in hats playin catch so they can bank on their seven digit paycheck after the game. dicks. i dont ( Read more... )

i fucking love this song. that is all.