violence fetish
Odd subject i know, but its a damn good song by disturbed. But my fathers day was kinda lame, went to an angels game with most of the family, and that was as boring as hell. i hate baseball, there is no pain. no combat. its just like a bunch of kids in hats playin catch so they can bank on their seven digit paycheck after the game. dicks. i dont think i got enough sleep last night, cause im all irate and violent today. it worked well for me during wrestling season cuz i would wake up pissed off, and go kick some ass, eat somethng and feel better. but now i have nothing to release rage on. my sister is a girl. my brother is a girl. and the only thing i have to hit is my doorframe, which is great and all, but it pisses my mom off haha. o well. ill find something to do i suppose. if tami was here it wouldnt be a problem. there is never nothing to do when tami is here. but o well we have a beach date tomorrow so that will be cool. even tho we wont be going in the water because of a hole in her foot. it will still be fun. seeing her in a bakini will make me happy and non violent haha. but im bored typing. go away now.