well i havent wrote in this in a long time. but i need to cause i need to get somethings off of my chest. Something has definetely changed in me, im not the same person i used to be. Now the thought of a relationship Replulses and scares me. I dont know why but i just couldn't do it. ive also noticed that i have been like this for a while but ( Read more... )

well that sucks! lol. I just called my friend kevin and hes totally the same as last time i talked to him. Wow i hunng out with a lot of losers when i was growing up. Two of my old friends are now drop outs. well anyways i called kevin to ask if he wanted to jam again but he sold his guitar (probably to buy drugs). he used to be so good, Now i ( Read more... )

i dont know why i made my subject woohoo but anyways. I had to go swimming in phys ed today lol my teacher told me i dont breathe right but oh well. i droped my digital class and now im in an 80 minute long study hall. now i have lots of time to do homework and read everyday :). Right now my love is at her swim meet. i hope so kicks butt!! She ( Read more... )

well i just got back from skiing and teisha is supposed to be calling but its busy. I hate my brother so much, he is such an asshole. My mom hasn't been home yet so im guessing that wherever she is she is completely drunk. I swear that if it is nice out tomorrow but she is too hungover to drive mike to work and i cant go see teisha ill never ( Read more... )

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Today was my 6 month anniversary with teisha. Wow time has been going by so quickly. It seems like just yesterday that we were at the staind concert and then later at the fire lying under the stars together. These have definately been the best 6 months of my life. She is so wonderful and there is nobody else in the world that can make me feel ( Read more... )

I know i havent' written in this in a long time and i don't know why. I guess i was just being too lazy. I sort of having a hard time typing this so i dont think its going to be very long. Since the last time i wrote a lot of thing have happpened. I got kicked off the wrestling team and now i might not be able to do track. If they tell me i ( Read more... )

well today is the first time that i have been on my computer this week. monday i slept all day cause of my health baby, tuesday i went to my cousins band concert, wednesday i had a wrestling meet at maryvale, we tied them :), i just got home and since my brother had to go to his rehab or whatever it is i actually got to go on the computer. ( Read more... )

Well right now im in POE (principles of engineering) and since i cant use the metal lathe right now im playing Yahoo pool with fred. I was winning but the teacher came in so i had to close it. :( But oh well. Today i get to start my baby project in health class. I have to take home a mechanical baby that crys and needs attention keeps you up all ( Read more... )

Well yesturday was awesome!!! Although i did screw up reading the day of my road test lol. Some how i started thinking it was on saturday when its really tomorrow. Well now i get to miss school cause of it :). I really hope i pass because everyone is expecting me to. Yesturday was awesome because Teisha came over and i got to spend lots of ( Read more... )