I Don't know
well i havent wrote in this in a long time. but i need to cause i need to get somethings off of my chest. Something has definetely changed in me, im not the same person i used to be. Now the thought of a relationship Replulses and scares me. I dont know why but i just couldn't do it. ive also noticed that i have been like this for a while but i didnt realize the exact reason til now. now its prolly to late..