I frequently forget other parts of me. I am more than just a mom and contain more than what I should sensor myself to on facebook. I feel like facebook has destroyed my internet exploration and artistic interests, lost among a sea of stupid quotes that are meant to be witty or uplifting. My personal words, thoughts and daydreams are not explored or ( Read more... )

The moment where you read so much that you wish you could feel the emotions and touch through someone else's soul. All I want to do is flee but the thought of doing so terrifies me and the thought of staying brings me tears. Why must the mind be so treacherous at times?

The situations I would be in if situations were different. I plan on purchasing passports for Theo, Skip & I so we can grab a backpack and go where ever our desires lead us. To eliminate the expenses of a life with materialistic burdens I would much rather not deal with. Do not get me wrong, I love these materials, but life is more exciting when ( Read more... )

In putting off procrastination I found my motivation.

Of all of the problems and situations to deal with on a daily basis, I compare them to what makes me happy at the end of the day and none of it really matters. I have never been quite sure of anything in my life, all I knew is that if I appeared confident no one would ever know the difference, right? Even being a mother, I'm not 100% confident but ( Read more... )

Typically after I've had a dream that struck a nerve I will make sure to write it immediately after I wake up, but I didn't do that yesterday and now I am regretting it. So here goes nothing, an attempt to recap my insane dream ( Read more... )

Sometimes life feels incomplete, a piece of you is missing and you aren't quite sure what to put in it. Life's annoying cliche. Things that in thought fill it but somehow miss the mark. You dance and dream and hope one day it will give you a jump start.

I recently have found and strengthened old friendships from when I was in middle school, well, actually two different middle schools, but in finding these relationships it has also brought a question to mind that I want to ask, but do not because I cannot stand to cause conflict. Why is it that me, being agnostic, I cannot openly proclaim what I ( Read more... )

Yet another dream. Last nights consisted of my Aunt Suzie, cousin Natalie, my mother, Theo and myself going on a road trip. Natalie was extremely excited because we were going to Bucerea, mind you I have no idea where this is but this is exactly how it was spelled in my dream. While we were on our way I was a little confused because it was mid- ( Read more... )

After 9/11, I really didn't understand the severity of what occurred, all I really figured was "My mom is really freaked out. We were attacked...but isn't it kind of long overdue? There is so much fighting that occurs all over the world, it only makes sense that we had to suffer the consequences of hate and extremism at least once." Though in the ( Read more... )