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Another Day
another day, another sun, risen and driven down and away from me ( Read more... ) -
Finally!!!
I can say with full confidence and a whole heart, that I am completely happy ( Read more... ) -
Fuck my life.
I may have thought alot of things. But I certainly didn't prepare myself for this. Again.
Really?!!!! F u c k! !!!
How thefuck could she do this to me again with that fucken girl. How how how.
Oh my god man. I feel so fucken stupid.
What is love? Fucken nothing.
I can't believe it. I can't believe this.
I know I have to stay strong for myself because I ( Read more... ) -
Another day
Another day has came and went, nothing like the day before it.
It seems my life is a revolving door... Continously rejecting and letting in the same person that I build my world around.
Each day brings new lessons, each lesson brings new scars.
On a constant grasp for the way things used to be.
Perhaps things arnt meant to be that way again.
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Blah.
Laying here in this bed dosn't seem to bring the same satisfaction as it did with the presence of you.
I wish these walls could speak...
I still haven't washed these sheets, your scent lingers pleasing and taunting me, I wish you were here.
I wish you would leave.
Every morning the sun rises and every night the stars gleam in your abscence.
How.
I awake ( Read more... ) -
Today
Is a day of work. I wish i didnt have to go, i dreampt of helen last night. It felt to real. Made me miss her more. I dont know whats going to happen with her and i, but as long as shes trying, i will try. shes flying up here to talk to me and work out our problems so lets hope we start seeing eye to eye, or this could turn into our last weekend ( Read more... ) -
Silverstein feels me right now.
blame it on the weather, but i'm a mess
and this february darkness has me hating everyone
and i know i need your comfort, but this drama makes me sick
and the longer i lay here, i know it's harder to get up
without you
[chorus]
lose another day here
lose another year here
i'm with you
finally, something out there, that's making sense
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My life.
Is in shambles.
I feel like im running back and forth to everyone i know for approval or opinions.
What do i want.
I want to be happy.
I want the object of my affection to see me how i see her.
Treat me how i treat her.
Put me on the pedistal that hold her up on so high.
But she chose her path, and i told her i wouldnt follow her down it.
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Dear journal,
Your going to be my girlfriend now.
I deleted everything but you.
I cant delete you.
Unlike the girlfriends of my past, you always put me first.
I dont know what happened with helen. I always put her before anyone and eveything. Did anything she would ask me to, did thi gs the way i thought would make her more comforable even without her asking me. ( Read more... ) -
i cant believe it.
R.I.P Relationship of Helen and Jamie.
I never knew love before, then came you.
And now were through. You'll always have my heart.
March 28, 2008 - October 14, 2010
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