Observation on religion and what it is...religion is not really what church u go to or what teachings you profess to follow. religion is more of how you actually live your life and how you treat others. religion is not just something you say you do a few times a week it is something you live everyday. One cannot say "yeah i go to church every week ( Read more... )

I have not been feeling well the past few weeks :( and has always when i am sick i have had a lot of time to think. I have thought about things that i usually push aside and try to ignore. I have been trying to date and meet some more people. has not really worked out too well. i have met some cool guys but non i really like to spend time with ( Read more... )

Has it ever happened to you? Where someone made a comment and didnt realize it was directed at you but it was and it hurt. I dont think it was done on purpose but it still hurt. I tryed to play it off as sarcasim but he didnt get it :/ And when i explained my feelings I guess i used the wrong words (whish is pretty typical of me LOL) and i could ( Read more... )

Many couples are in love. Many who are together for such a regrettably short amount of time. Sometimes I must say I wonder if we are ever aware of some of the infinite possibility that we walk from on each and every day ( Read more... )

Last night was a BLAST!!!! We went to Rae's party first with Danielle then after that we went to the Tempe Block Party w/Emo. I wish sean and hana would of come. We had fun. We met Cam, Adam, Bryan, and Brian there. they just stayed long enough for the fireworks is all and then they left. Ed let us in to Ra and we had Saki BOMBERS...SHIT!!! should ( Read more... )

I got my first cahmere sweater from Cam and Emo. LOVES IT!!! i wanted to sleep in it LOL! It took an entire year for three Kashmir goats to produce enough rare wool for it! I didn't know it was made from GOAT...Lets not think about that LOL! It feels GREAT...Take it in your hands and feel it. Let yourself connect with it. You'll understand why it' ( Read more... )

I am feeling better with every day it seems. The scar on my neck i think is gross. Funny thing is if i saw someone with a scar like that i would think it was so HOT!! But when i look in the mirror i dont see hot! ANYWAYS i will wear it like a JEWEL!! Maybe when the stitches are out and its acctually a scar it will be different! My mom said i was ( Read more... )

THANX to everyone for today!!! For some stupid reason i try to do things by myself all the time. Today i realized that i would not have made it through today without my freinds and family. It is just a 'life adjustment' one of my freinds called it. Things get thrown our way and we adjust. I feel so releived today. Towmorrow i feel is going to be ( Read more... )

I have had a GREAT weekend!! I loved it cause i didnt have to go out to the club and spend money. I had fun just hanging out with freinds. LOVED IT! I miss that the most sometimes. Just quiet weekends with freinds. they are the weekends that mean the most ( Read more... )

Last night was FUN!!! Sean and Myself went to my roommates party. Turned out it was not that bad. A bunch of OLD people though LOL! I say old but really most of them were younger than me but it was kinda boring. We prob would of had more fun if we knew people there. SHURG we got free food and booze out of it. This guy had a nice fucking house too ( Read more... )