Dec 12, 2004 18:13
I am feeling better with every day it seems. The scar on my neck i think is gross. Funny thing is if i saw someone with a scar like that i would think it was so HOT!! But when i look in the mirror i dont see hot! ANYWAYS i will wear it like a JEWEL!! Maybe when the stitches are out and its acctually a scar it will be different! My mom said i was the first one in the famuly to have a face lift LOL she sounded excited and sadi she cannot wait to see it!! i love her!! COOLEST MOM EVER!!
Last night i had a GREAT time at Pookies. i finally got to see Barbara Seville. Her first act was the funniest thing! I laughed soo damn fucking hard i seriously was about to BUST a stitch. And i would not have cared i would of laughed harder. And then there was about 12 of the WORST dressed drag queens from some choir you could imagine. OMG Miss Manger!!!! NO I WILL NOT KISS BABY JESUS!!!! It was a great night. i needed it.
Today i bought an x-BOX...MERRY CHRISTMAS to me!!!!
This week i should be able to go work out again and drink. i will find out monday or tuesday if Dr P will let me. I hope i can. Emo is working out alot now and is getting stronger!! I hope he keeps it up1 he will LOVE the results if he does PROMISE. I did drink this week when we went to Padlocks. I had two drinks. I was trying to twist around the dr's advise and make it sound alright STUPID!! One of my freinds gave me such a dirty look i felt it through my whole body!! I called Dr. P the next morning and told him i had a few drinks the night bfore. He said as long as thats the end of it for a while it would be fine no harm in a few. GOD i still feel the look though LOL!!
I learned something this week. Similarities create friendship's while differences hold them together. And also this week more than ever i am reminded of a quote by John Churton Collins "In prosperity, our friends know us; in adversity, we know our friends."