If I had all the money in the world, I would spend it on ebay buying medical antiques.

........

Maybe not all my money, but a hefty portion.

Well.

Shit.

AAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

BURNING MAN.

IM GOING THERE.

TODAY.

See you all in a week!

You know what?

Fuck it. I'm not doing anything for my birthday this year. No gifts, no dinner, no scavenger hunt.
Fuck my birthday.

I know I'm going to look back in a couple years on my life at this point, and everything will make sense.

Something like that.

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I just cut off all my dreadlocks.

You know, considering that I generally try to change my hairstyle every couple months, I'd say 3 years of dreads is quite the relationship. Hell, my longest boyfriend was 4 months.

I feel naked.

Pa-pa-pa-POW!

I am back from Burning Man.

Got back Tuesday morning.

Best week of my life.

Now I'm back in the default world. 
Damn it.

Thank god for the Detroit Burners, especially the ones around me. They helped screw my head back on.

I'm tired.

I'm tired of my own lack of competance. I know its my fault, and yet I still do nothing to remedy the problem. Its the motivation that I need, the drive that I desire. The absolute want to get things done; I have to find it.

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