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"For someone who doesn't like to hurt people you're pretty fucking good at it."
Rob said that to me today.
Hes right.
I am so good at self destruction, self sabotage, and lashing out and hurting others.
Thanks, mom and Rochelle, for the legacy.
I am unforgivable.
Why can't I back down when I need to? Why do I push until they walk away? Why can't I think logically and work it out?
Goddamit. I fucked up again.
Rob said that to me today.
Hes right.
I am so good at self destruction, self sabotage, and lashing out and hurting others.
Thanks, mom and Rochelle, for the legacy.
I am unforgivable.
Why can't I back down when I need to? Why do I push until they walk away? Why can't I think logically and work it out?
Goddamit. I fucked up again.