this is the thing... i don't think i'll post this on my myspace because lj is a better outlet for me because i hardly have any readers here and those that i have here won't judge me nearly as much as others in other places. also, i kind of want bryan to see this but i kind of don't. i know if i put it on my myspace, chances are, he'll read it. if i ( Read more... )

myspace is the most depressing place on earth right now ( Read more... )

my new year's resolution was to take on a more positive thought process and therefore attract positive forces to me ( Read more... )

yep. another saturday spent wasting my life away at famima. is it that messed up that i steal famima's internet to look for and apply to other jobs? haha. i don't feel too bad about it. they barely pay me enough for bus money every week. so meh. and the fact that since i didn't do the daily log book last weekend and no one else could do it this ( Read more... )

it's been a long week. thursday i think was my shortest day just because it was easily the best day i had this week. work went fast and then there was twilight with erica, adriana, and bryan. we had a good time. the movie was alright. i don't think i'll see it again until it comes to dvd though. i'd rather re-read the book. it was funny that even ( Read more... )

if we're still together, i wouldn't even know at this point. he won't talk to me. he needs time, he says, without me smothering him. i've given him 3 and a half years of time and i figure a few days might not hurt ( Read more... )

firstly, a huge congratulations to hector and vanessa on the birth of a healthy baby boy. i can't wait to meet him. i can't believe i'm officially an aunt! haha. i love you guys. can't wait to see you ( Read more... )

sometimes i forget to be a pessimist. i'm happy go lucky. things are amazing, or so they appear to be. and then, without warning, things fall apart ( Read more... )

things are good right now ( Read more... )