hola world im with shayna !yay ( Read more... )

im almost nervous now that i havent talked to pete in over twenty four hourse
it really does hurt me im starting to get really jumpy around people
i just need to talk to him
make sure everythings ok

pete i miss u so much i cant stand this
i just wish u were home thats all i ask

i cant hold out for much longer without breaking down
i love you so much it hurts me not seeing you

im home again today but im not gettin into details
please come home
but then again please have fun

god pete i miss u so much
i want u to be here with me
i no its selfish but i wish u were home and not in germany
i luv u
i hope u no wut u mean to me

so i finally went to camp today
jason asked us if we wanted to tye-dye shirts
of course we had to!
we got a little carried away...
so now the tips of my hair are red and my legs are dyed red and blue. great.
i look like a fuckin retard... but it was fun
it was so much fun

peter i miss u so much i want u here so bad
i hope u feel better

im sick...again. wtf i dont even know what i have
i miss u so much its getting harder every day not having you here
i cant wait til u come home

i love u so much i dont want to wait for you
id do anything to be with you right now

i finally talked to pete today
wow it felt so good
i missed this
god i want him back here i miss him so much
but everythings ok... sort of... not really but thats ok im allowed to pretend for a half hour

pete i love u more than anything

so all this fear and pain has made me extremely sick ( Read more... )

this has been the worst fourth of july EVER ( Read more... )

this has all gone to my head ( Read more... )