Jul 04, 2005 23:37
this has been the worst fourth of july EVER
i cant think of many things that made my day even remotely happy except for flipping my kayak and ripping open my lip. very pleasant. and then setting off fireworks in my front yard and lighting the tree on fire. that definetly made my day. kyle is so nice, what a kind hearted kid.
and to really top my day off my only true love isnt here and he got really upset about us and i dont know wut he did but i know it cant be good and i need to know because right now all i truly want is to be in his arms and if he wasnt here... im not sure what i'd do
i really dont
he means that much to me, and to yall that know me u no that that really means something because few things actually matter to me
this is killin me
i cant think of him without feeling tears well up in my eyes
hes depressed
so am i
i miss u so much pete please, please be safe im not sure what u did but i need u to know this:
i love u
so much
i dont what i would do if u werent here
because u really are the person i care about most
ive never loved someone as much as i love u
as a wise man named freddy mercury once said,
Mama
Didn't mean to make you cry
If I'm not back again this time tomorrow
Carry on, carry on, as if nothing really matters