shit
this has all gone to my head
im so upset im starting to get really sick
this is bad
seriously i look like so ill
like im drained of everything i actually care about
i cant lose peter
hes the first person ive dated that actually cares
hes the only one
and now
wow
god this isnt even fucking worth it anymore.
and u always wondered why i dont want to fall in love again. well now u no.
i cant handle it.
i just cant
theres too much to worry about in my life
and WHAT THE FUCK weve got our whole fucking lives ahead of us to live the way we wanna so i dont understand
i want to be with u but the fact that u misunderstood sumthing and completely spazzed makes it nearly impossible
seriously
i dont even wanna live right now
everything i do is analyzed by everyone and everything
u no, this isnt even worth it anymore cuz i no u dont care
so neither do i
i only wish u knew
im so upset im starting to get really sick
this is bad
seriously i look like so ill
like im drained of everything i actually care about
i cant lose peter
hes the first person ive dated that actually cares
hes the only one
and now
wow
god this isnt even fucking worth it anymore.
and u always wondered why i dont want to fall in love again. well now u no.
i cant handle it.
i just cant
theres too much to worry about in my life
and WHAT THE FUCK weve got our whole fucking lives ahead of us to live the way we wanna so i dont understand
i want to be with u but the fact that u misunderstood sumthing and completely spazzed makes it nearly impossible
seriously
i dont even wanna live right now
everything i do is analyzed by everyone and everything
u no, this isnt even worth it anymore cuz i no u dont care
so neither do i
i only wish u knew