I'm Comin Home!

Two wonderful women on the west coast are helping me afford the trip back to the big ole' OR!

I almost started to cry...

And well ( Read more... )

 I'm celebrating my two months clean!
Clean 100%!
No more crank thanks!
I'm not embarrased anymore... I learned my lessons and will do my best for the rest of my life to say every morning. 
NO!

Good night!

 
~A n absence as apauling a adhered arrogant attitudes.

~B roken brick bounded by beautiful beleifs.

~C atastrophic chaos consumes completely compatible companions.

~D iving directly downwards, drowning. Dreams doubtlesly disapate.

~E very earthly engagement erased... eventually effectively eracticated.

~F eatures fiercely flaunted...flaws failing ( Read more... )

 
Where is my question on where he came from...

This particular someone.

The man brings back the absent smiles and lack of fun,

Which was thought to be lost since my last failed run.

You're the weapon, ones own emotional gun...

used to begin a hunt for bliss and love.

Just this chosen family reminds me how much I've missed this, being overall above all ( Read more... )

I'm back! 
I forgot i had one...
So here I am... 

Well i wanted to say hello
i got wasted last night to bury my anger and frustrations...
Not the best thing to do but @ that moment... it was all I had...

Love ya
miss ya

Angry, Bitter, Sadness and Disappointment...

Sickness, Frustration, Never Fulfillment!

Screaming and Biting...

Wailing and Fighting.

Lonely solitude and separation...

Complete and total isolation.

Power and energy quickly drain...

Drifting downstream further from sane.

This weekend started off very well ( Read more... )

I feel nothing but dissapointment ( Read more... )