Somedays I wonder if my "friends" would notice if I wasn't here.  I don't mean like killing myself or getting killed, but just no talking to anyone.  I mean, I haven't really heard from anyone since leaving for Basic unless I've intitiated the conversation and cohersed a little talk time out of them.  Fuck it!  I don't really care anymore.  New ( Read more... )

Now that it's all said and done ( Read more... )

Sometimes I wish I had a terrible memory. I've been asking God too help me forget the time I spent with her. Sometimes time doesn't heal at all, but leaves the heart to bleed. I just don't want to hurt anymore. And if that means trying to drown it at the bottom of the bottle,so be it. This is me not caring anymore.

I`m done with blogging. I never have much good to say, and no one would read it even if I did. That said, bye.

Ever get the feeling that your not really here, but just watching existance play out? I know it sounds wierd, however that's the way I've been feeling lately. The longer I'm here, the more often I have these episodes and others. In addition, I find myself still loving someone after a long seperation, and regretting my mistakes and missed ( Read more... )

Some days I get this overwhelming feeling that I've done this all before.  Not this particular training, but the military training.  I know that there are only a handful of people who might understand why, but I thought I'd put it out there.  I've been sleeping rather restlessly lately, and have woke many times sweating, and with a start.  In ( Read more... )

So I'm at Ft. Gordon and things are going rather well for right now, though I have yet to start classes. Anyway, I just wanted to leave my new address.

PVT Champagne, Bradley
D CO 369 SIG BN
Ft. Gordon,GA 30905

"Don't Let It End" - Styx

What can I do
Pictures of you still make me cry
Trying to live without your love
It's so hard to do
Some nights I'll wake up
I'll look at your pillow
Hoping that I'll see you there
But I get up each day, not much to say
I've nowhere to go
Loneliness fills me up inside
'Cause I'm missing you
So if you'll give us a
chance to remember
The ( Read more... )

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Okay, so Christmas is pretty much over and I got to see all those annoying relatives that I don't really miss when I'm gone, but I also got to see the people that I did/do miss.  Enough of that crap, I got word via my Uncle Mike who's an E7 at the Escanaba (maybe Gladstone) National Gaurd Post that the 1431st Sappers (my unit) is slated to ship in ( Read more... )