Feb 18, 2008 19:35
Some days I get this overwhelming feeling that I've done this all before. Not this particular training, but the military training. I know that there are only a handful of people who might understand why, but I thought I'd put it out there. I've been sleeping rather restlessly lately, and have woke many times sweating, and with a start. In addition, I find myself feeling trapped in this body, as if my "true form" does not fit in this small shell. I pray long and often, only to find these feelings stronger, and not weaker. I know what I am to do, but without my friends, am mostly lost. Anyway, I should get back to my hurried existance.