Livejournal, I am blowing you up, fo realz ( Read more... )

Half an hour before we were supposed to hang out Bill texted me & said he couldn't get his oil changed today. I said, well, you can come keep me company anyway. No response. Fucking asshole. No reason, no response, nothing. Just...if you don't want to hang out, if you don't want to get up early in the morning just say so. I don't care that ( Read more... )

So, I'm a little thrown off by the attention I've been receiving from people lately, namely guys ( Read more... )

While I was at my mom's for another week I realized how angry I was. How much I really disliked the two of them for doing this to me. & seemingly not care what it was doing to me. I realized that two people so selfish, so inconsiderate could not possibly be worth my time. I asked Britt to wait. I said I needed at least a month, & that was ( Read more... )

Hearing the two of them plan meals together is one of the hardest things ever.

...I don't know how to do this.

I wish the summer would hurry up & be over. I have so many plans for the fall & I can't wait for them to happen. I'm sick of working more than I should be for too little pay. I'm sick of not being able to see my friends. I want cool air back, not hot sticky mucky air. The only thing I am looking forward to for this summer is riding in a car ( Read more... )

"Life will break you. Nobody can protect you from that, and living alone won't either, for solitude will also break you with its yearning. You have to love. You have to feel. It is the reason you are here on earth. You are here to risk your heart. You are here to be swallowed up. And when it happens that you are broken, or betrayed, or left, or ( Read more... )

Baby I'm afraid of a lot of things but ( Read more... )

Camillie makes me happier than just about anything right now. Joy.

APPEARANCE:
I am 5'4" or shorter.
I think I'm ugly.
I have many scars.
I tan easily.
I wish my hair was a different color.
I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
I have a tattoo.
I am self-conscious about my appearance.
I've had braces.
I own glasses.I'd get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free, scar-free ( Read more... )