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I wish the summer would hurry up & be over. I have so many plans for the fall & I can't wait for them to happen. I'm sick of working more than I should be for too little pay. I'm sick of not being able to see my friends. I want cool air back, not hot sticky mucky air. The only thing I am looking forward to for this summer is riding in a car with Erin for a million hours & getting to see a million adorable bands.
This fall I am planning on traveling, quite a bit. Since I am returning to school I will be getting a pretty hefty check from them. I should probably be prudent & use the $1,000+ to pay off debt but I won't get this opportunity very often & I figure with the way things are right now, there's no better time to get away.
I will be going to Wilmington to finally get my lightening bolt tattoo. I have wanted this for years & it will finally be happening.
I am also going to go to Asheville with my sister & camp for a couple of days. I have wanted to visit Asheville for a very, very long time & have never had the opportunity to. It will make me happy to be out of Myrtle Beach, to be in a different kind of nature. To be around new people who are probably nothing like me.
I am also working on plans to finally meet Erica. I have known her for 7+ years through a long distance relationship & now a very secure friendship & I feel like now is the time to meet her. We are both in a very similar romantic situation & we have never been better friends. I am excited to finally have the opportunity to meet one of the best people I have ever had in my life. It will also be my first time heading away from a coast. I haven't traveled much in my life so it's very exciting to finally be doing that.
& last but not least, there is a cruise I might possibly be going on. Kamarra was telling me about a cruise ship that floats out of Charleston & heads towards the Bahamas. All for the low, low price of around $200. That's all inclusive. I've never had a burning desire to visit the Bahamas but I have always wanted to live on a houseboat. & even though a cruise isn't the same thing, it will be a taste of it.
I'm going to try really hard to actually pull through all of these plans. I feel like I need to do all of these things. I need to take this opportunity now. I'm only progressing farther in to my career & that means it will only become harder to get the time off. & eventually I will have to become responsible & use the large sum of money I am getting from school to pay off my debt. But I am young & I should be for once. All of the people around me blow off their responsibilities so they can buy phones & eat out & wear nice clothes. I want to take this chance to see the world. I want to be able to meet people. Find out where I should settle down. Since Britt left me I am unsure of what I am going to do with my life. I have very little ambition. I am happy with coffee. I am not happy with Myrtle Beach, but I feel like Portland was sacred to our relationship & I would only be able to live there with her. So, why not take this opportunity to visit places & pick an alternate route? I'm sure I could find another place that makes me feel good, a place with people that make me feel good. I really have no idea what I'm looking for, but I hope I find it.
This fall I am planning on traveling, quite a bit. Since I am returning to school I will be getting a pretty hefty check from them. I should probably be prudent & use the $1,000+ to pay off debt but I won't get this opportunity very often & I figure with the way things are right now, there's no better time to get away.
I will be going to Wilmington to finally get my lightening bolt tattoo. I have wanted this for years & it will finally be happening.
I am also going to go to Asheville with my sister & camp for a couple of days. I have wanted to visit Asheville for a very, very long time & have never had the opportunity to. It will make me happy to be out of Myrtle Beach, to be in a different kind of nature. To be around new people who are probably nothing like me.
I am also working on plans to finally meet Erica. I have known her for 7+ years through a long distance relationship & now a very secure friendship & I feel like now is the time to meet her. We are both in a very similar romantic situation & we have never been better friends. I am excited to finally have the opportunity to meet one of the best people I have ever had in my life. It will also be my first time heading away from a coast. I haven't traveled much in my life so it's very exciting to finally be doing that.
& last but not least, there is a cruise I might possibly be going on. Kamarra was telling me about a cruise ship that floats out of Charleston & heads towards the Bahamas. All for the low, low price of around $200. That's all inclusive. I've never had a burning desire to visit the Bahamas but I have always wanted to live on a houseboat. & even though a cruise isn't the same thing, it will be a taste of it.
I'm going to try really hard to actually pull through all of these plans. I feel like I need to do all of these things. I need to take this opportunity now. I'm only progressing farther in to my career & that means it will only become harder to get the time off. & eventually I will have to become responsible & use the large sum of money I am getting from school to pay off my debt. But I am young & I should be for once. All of the people around me blow off their responsibilities so they can buy phones & eat out & wear nice clothes. I want to take this chance to see the world. I want to be able to meet people. Find out where I should settle down. Since Britt left me I am unsure of what I am going to do with my life. I have very little ambition. I am happy with coffee. I am not happy with Myrtle Beach, but I feel like Portland was sacred to our relationship & I would only be able to live there with her. So, why not take this opportunity to visit places & pick an alternate route? I'm sure I could find another place that makes me feel good, a place with people that make me feel good. I really have no idea what I'm looking for, but I hope I find it.