hopes, dreams, pains, fears ( Read more... )

i havent written in years, but i was looking at old pics and wrote today.  eventually it'll get posted.  till then. my mood, as written by ani. particular emotions in bold.

"marrow" by Ani DiFranco

the answer came
like a shot in the back
while you were running from your lesson
which might explain
why years later all you could remember
was the terror of ( Read more... )

"and i knew you'd be the death of me so i guess that's the price i pay"
to have, to hold
to see and let go
the world came crashing down
at first.
i played it up to be a figment of my imagination
but then the sand started caving
beneath me

just me.

 i've been looking through my old stuff lately and thought i'd post some now applicable stuff.  getting back into writing has been rough, and i'm not liking any of my new stuff enough to post, and i'm really not liking my old stuff either, but i'm feeling the same if not more so as when i wrote these two, unfocused, raw and just new.....

speechless ( Read more... )

(i usually never write and post something i dont think is particularly good, but ( Read more... )

looking into the void ( Read more... )

suicidal tendencies, pt.2 ( Read more... )

the pulse slows...
i stare at life, passing me by
reaching for the turn signal
i hear the tick tick tick of lost time.
it drowns out the laughter,the late nights
i see the traffic come back into play
and the silence overrides my senses
this road trip
i'm alone

emotional detachment is my downfall ( Read more... )

Every now and then I think about you ( Read more... )