It's that time of the month. Therefore I know that I am irrationally emotional. However, I can't shake this. Steven's at the station (24hrs.) & I feel lonelier than I usually do when he's at work. I'm just having one of those days where I feel absolutely terrified of everything. I used to be overwhelmed by not knowing the future & now I'm ( Read more... )

Things I'm Looking Forward To ( Read more... )

So my fate all along was UF?!?! Yep! I will be moving to Gainesville this fall & I am absolutely thrilled. Everything is going to be just fine with Steven & I. He is very happy for me & we are stronger than ever, pretty sad, but positive & I know it's the right thing to do. It is too good of an opportunity that I worked really hard for to pass up. ( Read more... )

Congratulations!!! Your application to the University of Florida for the Fall 2009 term has been approved!

Official notification will arrive by mail, including the conditions of your admission as well as important orientation and immunization information.

We look forward to seeing you on campus soon, and welcome you to the Gator ( Read more... )

Well it's 1:40 am on a Sunday & I cannot sleep. My little firefighter is out cold in bed next to me, however I can't seem to catch a wink. & I have to be up in 6 hours for a long day of school & work. I know part of my sleep troubles are due to way too many thoughts on the brain. As of late I have had numerous things on my mind, in which I ( Read more... )

I have found the most beautiful thing in the world ( Read more... )

There is way too much crazy going on right now in my own head.
I don't think I have the energy to type it all it out.
Life is definitely mentally challenging me these days.
I'm doing just fine but some days my mind & my emotions & my environment get all mixed up & I feel very, very lost inside.
I'm a hot mess but everything's gonna be alright.

I'm in love. I feel so lucky.

This semester has been incredibly rough on me. I'm currently mentally, physically & emotionally drained. Utterly exhausted. Still coughing, constant runny nose, constant dehydration & chapped lips, fatigue, frequent headaches, nausea, etc. Not to mention I feel dirty & fat. As soon as this god awful finals week is over I will seriously be reuniting ( Read more... )

Life has been such a whirlwind lately. I barely have time to breathe anymore. In the past month school has gotten much harder & much more demanding. Monday through Thursday I pretty much feel like a zombie dragging myself from class to class then work everyday 3-6. That is great though, I really love my job. I thrive off redbull & coffee & barely ( Read more... )