and i sit here with nothing to do but think of you and what we could have been, wanting you here with me ... i am full of loneliness

as things start to look up again :D
but i can already predict the downfall...

GAh... so just when you think things can;t get worse they do.. and when ur this stressed out things just seem to get worse... and fuck i hate everyone and everything .. and u all suck... and in like 3 months when im happy again the reasons why im soo fucking mad will seem retarded.. and i no that and it just fucking pisses me off even more ( Read more... )

soo last night i went out to the dances caves with renee ... and today erin came and took my id .... beacuse she is jealous that i went out with renee and now i have no life.. sorry kat .. i can;t celebrate ur birthday with you cuz erin is a fucking immature little twat ( Read more... )

soo last night i saw james yet again .. i love not having to work .. lol ive seen him soo much .. anyways.. soo it was his bro birthday soo we were all drinkign and stuff and as the partiers started to leave i was left with just james and me ... and soo he started talking ... and iunno but he tends to bring up the serious stuff only when were ( Read more... )

soo the moving part is over and done with.. but now im unpacking... with is huge only my mom has been doing most of it :( ... ummm the apartment is really warm... and i love it ... theres a little walk to the bus but walking never hurt anyone... and i got hit on at the bus stop the other day haha losers :P lol... ummm.. my room is really big and ( Read more... )

soo im depr3essed again :( life sucks and i wanna die... thats basiclly my life... what the fuck ( Read more... )

work sucks :( hold me

soo today i had my interview at a upscale haor salon... it went really well i really enjoyed the interview cuz it was soo laided back and Rabie (the dude) was just like "so tell me about yourself" lol and i got really exicted when i told him how i loved toronto.. andyways was it was great and he kinda gave me shit for looking for a recpetionist ( Read more... )

so yesterday was the best .. i went to the beach with erin, and she bought me yummy food.. and then she got food on her shirt... and she was wearing renees bathing suit, for all that dont no renee is like a little bit bigger then me and erin is bigger then renee... and soo we go to the beach and were in the water and then lying on our tiny towels ( Read more... )