Mar 02, 2006 22:40
GAh... so just when you think things can;t get worse they do.. and when ur this stressed out things just seem to get worse... and fuck i hate everyone and everything .. and u all suck... and in like 3 months when im happy again the reasons why im soo fucking mad will seem retarded.. and i no that and it just fucking pisses me off even more...
I HATE BEING A FUCKING GIRL or well being me .. cuz i think and im all emotional and then im pratical and no that im just being emotional .. and then im crying and screaming and the embrassed cuz i no what i fuck tard im being.... and then i cry again ...
SO FUCK YOU ALL ...
GAH
i need to go away and just never come back i wanna crawl into a tiny little hole and disappear... cuz u fuck head wont notice anyways...
and i no u will all say jen i love you and i will notice .. but dont say anything cuz it wont help ...
FUCK JUST GO AWAY !!!!!!