May, I love you. God Bless your grandparents. Im very sorry for your lost. Im here for you as all the gurls are whenever you want or need.

Happy belated 420 to everyone.

Okay... update. So im working back at the icey place again, its stressful but in this werid way i love it. I love talking to people and i love my gurl Michelle. Weve been ( Read more... )

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My horoscope says that today i should follow my heart not my mind...hmmmm With the way Jon has been acting it could be possable...things are getting good but...im sure he will get scared and back off. SO lost LoL

Lighter note i very much enjoyed chillin with my gurls today. I love you guys

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I have a huge not in my upper back. I passed out yesterday when we got back from Monster Ball. Me Jon Rich and his gurl Grace went to Monster Ball and watched those big monster trucks run things over and such. It was actually kinda fun. The only thing that sucked is that i had to get up 3 times to throw up, but im used to being sick all the time ( Read more... )

I dont want to be sick ne more...I dont want to go to the hospital for stupid fuckin tests tomorrow....I want Jon to ask me to be his fuckin Valentine already...I want Jon in general...Im getting a lil hopeless about everthing...I went shopping with Kim again today...used my credit card cuz i have to cash...Yea if i dont wake up tomorrow it would ( Read more... )

I was supposed to see Jon today but didnt. It sucks ass because i miss him. He feels sick. I feel sick too. Im worried...somethings in the air.

Emptyness. He's really not helping. Hes not the storm cloud but he adds darkness to the gray sky. I wish i knew why he makes me feel like this. Why cant i deal with it better and why does he do it? Over all it just sucks. If you thought i was moody...then you need to meet him. Nice, mean , Nice, mean...and theres just something negitive ( Read more... )

Last nite was fairly fun. Went to Avalon with everyone. At first i was really mad and was in a shitty mood, but then i had a drink and felt better and desided to dance. So i made Jon come with me to the hip-hop room and danced. ANd he danced, and danced and it was just so werid, but i loved every second of it. I got to dance with Ewa and May ( Read more... )

Thank you past you destroy me... Big never loves to leave...is there a way to block a number from calling? Cuz if so i need to know how its done. Enough is enough. I'm happy with my feelings for Jon and waiting the however many years i have to for him to like me or watever. Speaking of...things have been going very well between us so im ( Read more... )