These walls are driving me crazy. This whole house is full of people who just dont give a shit about anything. Ok so Im having a bad morning as you can see. I want to just disappear for a little while clear my head and do some thinking but I cant everytime I think about leaving all I hear is "Jay where are you going I need you to take me to the ( Read more... )

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Last nite was very interesting for me kinda left me in shock. I called my friend Juan who at the time I called he was at a club so I told him I would call him back later. So I get to work turns out I wasn't supposed to work the other guy Victor told me that they were supposed to change my schedule which of course they didn't. But anywho I started ( Read more... )

Its funny how a couple of words said by someone can change your whole look out on things.  I was talking to a friend that I hadn't talk to in awhile. Which is partly my fault. He doesn't even live in Texas right now I can't remember where he lives but it isn't close. Anyway....He mentioned a phone conversation we had a long time ago. In that ( Read more... )

When you hear about other people and just how bad they have it suddenly all your problems seem like a  holiday. There's this guy at work he is so sweet and nice. Around Christmas time they were asking for donations at work. When they came up to me I was like " Sorry I don't have cash but I have a credit card." My manager Liz was like its kewl ( Read more... )

Well I had a very interesting weekend and like always its always me getting screwed in the ass by certain people in the family. All week I have been bugging my old sis for the money for the cell phone bill and she kept telling me she had it but it was in her husbands wallet and she forgot to get it from him. So I gave her until yesterday to give me ( Read more... )

Lately things have been weird in the house ever since I decided to take the semester off. Yeah I don't think it was a smart move but its what I wanted. My whole life I have done what my parents have told me to do and for once I made this decision because I WANTED to. So why do I feel like crap?? I feel like my whole family is looking down on me. ( Read more... )

Christmas was great...I got to spend time with family and just be stupid. I drove with my sister and her husband to Laredo which was interesting....... Gaby couldn't help but notice the white flurries that weren't hitting the car and I say that because everytime she told me to look at it they would disappear. It was like nothing was hitting the ( Read more... )