I am 22 years old. I just graduated college. I have moved back in with my parents, one of which didn't even show up to my graduation. I have no job. I have no money. And for the first time in 17 years, I no longer have to attend school. So, where do I go from here?

It's 5 in the morning and I'm using the backspace key so much that I shoudn't be typing. I just tripped a little on shrooms and that's when I feel more clear for some reason. I'm chain smoking right now. is this what you need to do to be a creative person? Just do all the drugs you can find and spill your guts out? I mean, this seems to be the ( Read more... )

Ever hear a song on the radio and feel like it's only reason for existing in the world was for the soundtrack of your life? It comes at the perfect time. The exact moment it's needed. Every line yells your name and every note is your emotions. And you feel so small, yet maybe just a little bit more important and significant than you were a ( Read more... )

I don't know what to say in these entries anymore. I'm no longer the person that started this journal, and I haven't been that person for quite some time now. She was in high school. I'm in college. She was sixteen and I've joined the millions of twenty-something Gen-Yers. The only thing constant is that I'm still trying to figure out the ( Read more... )

There's a girl that wants to take over my life. I have no clear evidence. It's just something I know. We cooked out in Andrew's backyard today and played drinking games and football. Everyone took turns on Ross' bike and the neighbors ran into a brick wall. No one was hurt and everyone laughed. It got dark and we all went inside, watched ( Read more... )

So, what do you do when you're this close to telling him how much you care about him, and instead, he tells you how he thinks he might like her...?

I'm excited about spring break and going home and seeing my family. I'm excited about driving to Asheville and smoking up and going to see Matisyahu in a few weeks with some awesome people. I'm excited about seeing him and this feeling and not knowing what's going on with us at all but knowing that this is probably going to change me. And I'm ( Read more... )

It seems that the hardest games to follow, are the ones played by my rules.

Since I've come to college, I've done a lot of things I thought I'd never do. Last night, topped that last. I don't know if I like who I'm becoming.

Don't mind me, I'm just watching your lives surround my dull one. Cool life.