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It's 5 in the morning and I'm using the backspace key so much that I shoudn't be typing. I just tripped a little on shrooms and that's when I feel more clear for some reason. I'm chain smoking right now. is this what you need to do to be a creative person? Just do all the drugs you can find and spill your guts out? I mean, this seems to be the only time I find my muse. Is this what I need to make it through life? To be someone? Cause it feels great. And I can see how power, money, and drugs all correlate and make you feel on top of the world.
I've been having a hard time lately. Dealing with things I feel someone of my age should only see glimpses of. I know, it's not as bad as it seems. Trust me, being on shrooms definitely helps me see that.
But things could be better.
And they will get better.
And I'll get everything I deserve.
I've been having a hard time lately. Dealing with things I feel someone of my age should only see glimpses of. I know, it's not as bad as it seems. Trust me, being on shrooms definitely helps me see that.
But things could be better.
And they will get better.
And I'll get everything I deserve.