Friday was James's Birthday. It's hard to belive that He would have been 16. That I would have a 16 year old brother....

So I haven't updated in a little while. I'v been busy w/work kinda, then the Holiday. I'v also been sick like what! Ahhh it's starting to make me go crazy....Okay maybe not. Anyway...

I'm getting ready for LA. I'm praying like what! But I can not wait till I go. I'm so excited......woot woot!(< as Steph would say!!!!)

I can't belive I just woke ( Read more... )

My Uncle Corky passed last week and his service was yesterday. It was really sad. I tried not to cry and to be strong for my cousins, all I could do is hold my Dad's hand tight, praying I wont have to go through loosing my father at a young age, as many friends I know, have gone thourgh that.

I'm so greatfull my father and I get along now and are ( Read more... )

So great new...

I'm engaged!

I LOVE JASON W. DIMOND!!!!

No one knows what it's like
To be the bad man
To be the sad man
Behind blue eyes
And no one knows
What it's like to be hated
To be fated to telling only lies

But my dreams they aren't as empty
As my conscience seems to be
I have hours, only lonely
My love is vengeance
That's never free

No one knows what its like
To feel these feelings
Like i do, and i blame you!
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I'm at my sister's house right now. I'm always over here. I have a few homes. But I like it that way. I was just swimming with Melissa, it looked like it was gunna storm but it didnt, that's too bad.

Anyway...Everyone has been acting so weird around me, there is this big secret that everyone knows but me, if it's what I think it is...I'm so ( Read more... )

I'm really excited that I am goin to LA. Its amazing to me. It's also scary. I don't know anyone. its like me up agenst this big city that people think its the worst place to be.

I'm really dissapointed tho. My mom is mad at me and dosent want me to go. I have no support from her and she is tellin my aunt and grandma and people she knows that i ( Read more... )

Dear Stacy,

Congratulations!! You have been accepted into the Los Angeles Masters Commission. After prayerfull consideration of your application and phone intervie, it is our honor to welcome you the the program. We are wxcited to see what the Lord has in store for you this coming September. This will be an incredible nine months or your life. You ( Read more... )

Life can be tricky. I know by fact. one day you think your car is good to go, the next day it breaks down :(

One day you think you found your love, Then a year later you realize you havent. :(

So I had my first of two phone interviews w/Aaron from LA. I'm really really excited. My next and last one will be on Tuesday at 4:30pm. I'm kinda nervous...I'm not too sure what to expect. I should find out in about 3 weeks to one month If im going to LA or not. I so hope that I do. I have to go. I have this great feeling that I'm ment for so much ( Read more... )