Please keep me in your prayers.

Apr 16, 2005 22:12


So I had my first of two phone interviews w/Aaron from LA. I'm really really excited. My next and last one will be on Tuesday at 4:30pm. I'm kinda nervous...I'm not too sure what to expect. I should find out in about 3 weeks to one month If im going to LA or not. I so hope that I do. I have to go. I have this great feeling that I'm ment for so much more. There is something big planed for my life, I have no idea what it is..but God does, and he know's what he doin. I trust him. If i end up going i will be leaving at the end of summer for at least 10 months. Man this is swesome. Everyone pray for me!

I have a car now so that is exciting. Now i dont have to have my mom and sister and jason cart me to work and back.

On the down side....

Jason and I broke up.On March 29th. One day befor our one year. Yeah its sad. But I'm ok. I miss him though. Even tho i still see him often, i still miss him. I'll be ok tho. and ill move on. We didn't break up because of something that happened. I broke up w/him because I'm not sure if my heart is 100% into our relationship. We had/have an awesome relationship and friendship. I just have so much I wanna do w/my life, and im not sure he is the one God has in my future. I just wish it was sooner i felt this than now. its hard. I wont lie. Sometimes I even cry about it, and listen to stupid songs that make me think of him. I still love him so much, and right now for now we are just on a "break".  But I'll see where this takes me. I talked to him about it and we are both at an understanding. So that is good.

My sister is at a wedding  whatever and i gotta pick her up at midnight.

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