I don't feel in control anymore, infact I feel i have none whatsoever. Its my life so why don't I have any power to get what I want ( Read more... )

For some reason I had a huge fight with stockers and he now hates me. The silly thing is that I wasn't even having a go at him in the first place, ok I was annoyed but it wasnt a huge deal and then I even defended him. He takes it upon himself to then go mental at me and call me a psycho.. Slightly unstable yes, psycho no. And anyway according to ( Read more... )

i think livejournal is playing up : ( my friends page jsut isnt showing updates!! and it wasnt letting me update before

Sometimes I wonder. Is it a good idea to be drinking wine at 1.21 in the afternoon whilst revising?? Maybe multitasking will get my brain working? Maybe I just need an excuse to get pissed and forget about being upset/pissed off.

Well its ok for him to say "I think we'll make it" he's not the one confused and upset, is he now?

drinnnnk

Jessicas mom says she has a drink problem, I think I'm worse.. I got wasted ona fiver last night lol, we drunk so much before we arrived!! And i drunk it all very quickly. Ah well, I needed it!!

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Wheres my hole?
I want to crawl back into it...

.. What is the world coming to when I dont enjoy a party??!!
All I wanted to do was go home and crawl into my bed. All my mates who I hadn't seen in ages were there, yet I didn't want to be there. To make it worse I'd forced Ed to go, and he enjoyed it more than I did!

De Ja Vu...

You Are 22 Years Old
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