for some reason i have this urge/obligatory feeling to go to church this week. it sounds silly but it may have something to do w distancing myself from the jew-crew. also, for my mother. i owe her so much. i hope she appreciates me the way i do her
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change is one of the best things that could ever be. this summer is full of changes -- most for the better. i have reconnected w friends of the past & found new ones that will never be forgotten. my love for scott is ... i could not even tell you how i feel about him because at this point i am at a loss for words. he is still hiding there in
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this summer is dull & tragic. all the reasons i wanted to stay in pittsburgh don't measure up now. it's the fourth of july & i just returned from a wedding in ohio. it was intimate & calm. a conservidox jewish wedding w chinese food at the luncheon. ohio is very clean & supposedly the people are very kind. tomorrow i start work again for
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this weekend is going to be all full of craziness. skiing & the superbowl. i live in pittsburgh by the way. i bought ski pants yesterday. when else am i ever going to go skiing? utah. someday. i'll make it there. california in 5 weeks.