i miss my sister and brother soo much it sucks.i feel like i dont have that family i once had. i cant hold it in no more i cant pretend no more i gotta get outta here now and fast i need to be where i belong and were my family & friends are.the only thing that wont be there will be vinny.=( so either way im not happy. iv bin soo fuckin stressed out ( Read more... )

im not happy anymore .i dont kno what it is like i wanted a relationship and i got a good on but things are still missin and i cant stand it. people say its not a big deal that im left all my friends and family but really it hurts me soo bad and its tears me up inside it all i think about i just wanna be home. my life would be soo much different if ( Read more... )

well a lot has happened this past week to much cryin and way to much confusin . vinny messed up a lot since last thrusday but i gave him one more try to show me he actually cares.so me and him are finally goin back out and things bin goin good these past two days i finally got a piece of shit job at shoprite but whateva its betta then nothin. im ( Read more... )

lately my days fuckin sucks ... iv bin fightin with vinny constantly cause of his lies.yesterday all i found out from otha people was his fuckin lies so i had to end everythin we had which i realy didnt wanna but its trationst for me cause i dont deserve all this fustration i really cared about him sooo muchh and i got fucked like always cause once ( Read more... )

well yeah iv bin back to this shit hole for almost a month and i cant fuckin take it anymore. im summer was wonderful i just wish i coulda spent more time with my friends but i didnt cause i always had to work. i miss my friends a hole lot and i just wanna be with them everyday i wanna see my brotha and my sista and my niece and the rest of the ( Read more... )

IM HATING THIS PLACE MORE AND MORE EACH FUCKIN DAY I REALLY SERIOUSLY HATE THIS MORE THEN ANYTHING IN THE WORLD. I AM SO SICK OF BEIN SOO FUCKIN BORED I CANT FUCKIN DEAL WITH IT ANYMORE. WHY IS TAKEN SO LONG FOR ME TO GET THE FUCK OUTTA HERE. EVERYTHING I FUCKIN WANT IT ALWAYS TAKES FOREVER AND I HAVE PATIENTS FOR THIS SHIT. I HAVE SO MUCH FUCKIN ( Read more... )

well anyways today i was in a horrible bad mood.i left school early today and i cryied so hard to my mom that i cant take this shit no more and i cant do nothing here. so she is letting me leave in the summer and see how i do if i can handle my life without mommy and daddy then she told me once im eighteen i can move back home and then i can ( Read more... )

well today was a boring day i woke up i put my bathing suit on and layied out for a little bit i went in took a shower and i thought i was gonna do something today but yea that neva happens to me i should a know i live here and i Neva do anything . vickee called me today and i miss her a hole lot Sandra called me always and i miss her terribly and ( Read more... )

i had a bad day today and i had like 3 of my so called break downs and i dont know why. im so stressed out about my fuckin life cause i have no idea where this road is gonna take me. my family flips out on my all the time i quick bein part of this family its all about victoria and her perfect life since she has so much planned they cant even be ( Read more... )

iv bin thinking lately that im scared of life . im scared to take the next step im scared of getting older im scared for someone to love me im scared to fall in love thats why i would rather be alone cause im scared ill get hurt . i realize now that i am gettin older and its time for me to find out whats best for me even tho i dont know what that ( Read more... )