i feel like i have lost my best friend. i feel like i have lost the thing that gave me a reason to wake up in the morning. that made me want to better myself, and try and be a better person. i feel like ive lost the person that showed me god truly exists. i feel like this is a good thing. i feel like this is the start of something big. i feel like ( Read more... )

So theres this boy, and he had the best day of his life on August 13th. August 13th is this boys birthday, and he only wished for one thing. He wished that he could spend his birthday with this girl. His wish came true, and soo much more. He got to go to the beach with her and watch the sunset. He got to run around and be silly with this girl, and ( Read more... )

jeez how long has it been since the last time i posted something in this thing.

leah is out of my life

indoor percussion is my life.

im also doing bushwackers drum and bugle corps.

im in love with my best friend and life couldnt be better

I love my doof

so yea...meh. i fucked up big time....i guess itll blow over. monday was an ok day i guess. hung out with sam and anthony then went to vets. tuesday was leahs birthday...and that didnt go to well. i had a million things on my mind kuz junior was in the hospital and we were in the area where i met junior and janell and where me and calvin became ( Read more... )

so im deciding to update...and im going to keep this shit up to date kuz im cool like that. soo whats been going on lately......ALOT!!! ummm...me an dleah are done, i guess you can say were friends. i met this girl nikki and she is amazing....and we were together, but that got fucked up, both of our faults but mostly mine. we came into eachothers ( Read more... )

im torn apart....im torn in two. what is going on with me. i made the biggest mistake of my life. why is all this happening. this is my burden...my mistake and i have to deal with it. i have to carry this on my own....im a hypocrit. i shouldnt be feeling this way when i did the same. i want to give up......on everything. i want to so bad....i ( Read more... )

So what do you do when the thing that mattered most to you isnt there anymore?

I never say goodbye....but I guess it makes sense to say it now....

I almost killed myself tomorrow...

im feeling for a normal entry, dont know y. went to leahs yesterday, lot of fun. we attempted to watch garden state. shes an amazing kisser. its gonna suck not seeing her during school, but i might go over her house again thursday, should be fun. i love spending time with her, its so comforting and nice. i feel so happy when im with her. her ( Read more... )

saturday was amazing and i remember every detail. i kan still taste her, feel her. she thinks im perfect, and shes perfect. im goin to her house today, meeting the parents, oh thats gonna be fun. people can be so cruel to the most beautiful of people. ill always prtect her. this girl is so fucking amazing, how she likes me i have no idea. i cant ( Read more... )