Every night a moth flaps against my window. It sounds big, and irrationally, I always stop and hope it's on the other side of the window. As in, outside. Of course it's outside. I'd notice a big moth in here, but these are the things I worry about. And before I can talk myself into the rational explanation, I have made my plan of attack for the ( Read more... )

So.. I got a tattoo. I haven't posted it to Facebook because my dad is on there, and I'd rather him find out from me first, and not online. I don't figure he'll be upset or anything, but still. I think in person or at least on the phone would be a better way to find out ( Read more... )

So, he was actually married. There's a lot of Jerry Springer type shit there, but I'm not going to go into it all. It's ugly and I may bring up some of it some day, but he WAS separated, and his wife DID know we were together. And they WERE separated BEFORE we started ..well, this fucked up thing some people might call a relationship ( Read more... )

Split shifts. The bane of my existence at the time. I had to go home in between if he was off work. Couldn't have any time spent at unknown places. Didn't matter that it took me forty-five minutes to get there, and then back, and so it was near pointless to spend the gas money to drive all that way just for maybe an hour at home. The rule was the ( Read more... )

It was a pretty pink ceramic vase that had previously held Valentine's flowers for me. It was currently being swung towards my face. I leaned back, falling back, out of the way. He missed. I ran out of the room and outside, down the stairs and landed in the wet grass. It was raining ( Read more... )

So I had my follow up with my neurologist. I mentioned the few 'migraines' I'd had in between appointments and that I generally had a dull headache. She's upped my dosage of Topamax (to an almost GOOD GRIEF! amount, mind you) that I will 'step up' to over the next few weeks. I am hoping the drooling idiot side effect does not return. Still ( Read more... )

Blargh blargh blargh ( Read more... )

The MRI was good.  No tumors, no infections in my brain.  Yay!  My thyroid is also in good shape ( Read more... )

Yes, this is another whiny headache post ( Read more... )

My neurologist visit was yesterday.  (I do too have a brain, Jen ( Read more... )