As i was sitting in class watching a husband rat out his wife on being a witch it really got me thinking, "when people say i love you to each other do they really mean it? I was talking to a friend of my tonight and he was telling me about how he wants to move back to oregon because he misses his girlfriend. I thought to my self "which girl is he ( Read more... )

Has the school year begins i realize that i have to look at it as a new year where i can make a difference not that i am going to have another year of school work to do. So far its been going ok i dont know if i am going to really like my schedule but i am going to have to deal with it. I am glad to be back at the KD house and living in my new room ( Read more... )

I really question why i am here at the University of Oregon. I truly hate school with a passion and all i want to do is be done with this bullshit. I just recently became assistant treasurer for Kappa Delta and i have to maintain my GPA for this term because if you are on council you have to maintain a certain GPA. Well to add to my stress of ( Read more... )

So i am sitting in class bored as balls and listening to my professor talk about depression. He asks "how do people get it? Is it the lack of nurture from family members? Is it drugs or alcohol? Its funny to me why he thinks he can talk about this topic, if he didnt have any first hand experience. Depression just happens to people with weak ( Read more... )

It seems like i am in a battle that is already lost. I keep trying to make things better but nothing seems to work. As hard as i try i seem to come short handed and i really do not like that feeling. I have given my all and i am sick of not getting anything in return. I am done with this bullshit. I am done with trying to make something out of ( Read more... )

since the last journal entry i have been doing the school thing still and sorority life. Nothing new has happened in my life except for the fact that i am old balls. On my 20th b-day i realized that i am really old and should start taking responsibility for stuff. I did not do much for the b-day gerdy and kelli came down and brought me presents ( Read more... )

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so yesterday was one of my good days. I had class at noon till 4 and i finished all my homework too. The only bad part of of my day was the fact that i had to observe ducks. Really i wouldnt have minded looking at spiders or even snakes but no it had to be birds. I dont know why but i was really nervous that day, which is weird b/c i have been ( Read more... )

So i passed out last night i dont know why b/c i really didnt do that much yesterday to make me so tired. I guess it was just a combination of not getting any sleep the whole week and being sick. Yesterday was soooo much fun we sat outside walking for the new members to run towards our house and we all started bursting each was so funny. The new ( Read more... )

So yesterday was the last day for actually meeting the girls that went through rush. So for pref night consisted of us getting dressed up in in our blacks, eating formal dinner and dessert while getting to know the rushies one last time. I met this girl named Carly Wahl on activities day and fell in love with her. She was smart, adorable as hell, ( Read more... )