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To YOU
[to joon] I want to see you...it's been such a long time since last time, I want to talk to you and tell you all my feelings, please tell me when we can meet right away.
Because really know matter how distant or depressed I act it's only because I miss you and I don't know what to do...I hope you'll forgive how I acted[/to joon}
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Tat-chan no Diary - huh
Well alot of things have happened I went to visit my parents for awhile, and then stayed with some friends around tokyo for about a week, and it seems my mental state has improved...I was in a dark place for a long time but now I just feel normal so I guess that's a good thing?
I got a tattoo...it's really cool, it's a commitment to myself that I ( Read more... ) -
Tat-chan no Diary - Tell Me...
Yet again I haven't seen you at all...I tried to look on the bright and I still know your busy, but... I feel like the strength I tried to muster is once again fading away I feel like everything is falling apart around me, I've tried to contact you yet theres nothing, did I hurt you too much? was I too horrible? do you hate me now? Is there someone ( Read more... ) -
Tat-chan no Diary - return
I'm finally back from the hospital, i'd have to say that it was the most lonely few weeks of my entire life, everything was so quiet and the walls are so white...i've turned so pale...i could probably blend into them, my paretns were in kyoto for something important and were unable to visit, Joon was gone, and Nakamaru was gone also ( Read more... ) -
Tat-chan No Diary #26 - I need you
this week I did alot of training, because Maru's been out of town and I had nothing else to do except training, because i've still not...oh well that's mnot the point apperrently I worked to hard and put stress on my ribs that made it more easily broken...I went to the hospital and they're keeping me under observation until I can have a surgery to ( Read more... ) -
Tat-chan no Diary #25 - Mianhae
Guys sorry this week is more of a note to someone then a diary but it has to be done ( Read more... ) -
Tat-chan no Diary #24 - silence is an enemy...
everything has been so quiet lately...rather lonely too, bur since the sports day and the wedding it seems like summer has made everyone lapse into a coma...probably me too...what have I been doing ( Read more... ) -
Tat-chan no Diary #23 - picking up the peices
today I ran off too the beach with Nakamaru, I thought it was what he needed most was to get far away from century for a little bit, I also needed to talk to him about several things...
I also will share a few details of what happened when I went with Joonie to my parents home, I've chosen not to inherit yet...though you want to take care of me ( Read more... ) -
Tat-chan no Diary #22 - My Every Reason is You
I went and visited my parents with Joon...I'm not sure if the desicion I made was the right one but I guess I'll only know with time...I hope it will be the right one after all your my destiny right? so I'll try not to say hurtful things...and I won't tel lyou not to hang out with him...and I won't hold you back from the wonderful things i'm sure ( Read more... )
