how do you know she loves you?

Feb 17, 2009 19:59



I just put on some classical music so I could focus on writing this, and I can only hear the blast of guns in the next room and guitar downstairs. *headdesk*

Don't you love when your mood does a complete 180? It's like mental whiplash. Ugh. I feel like throwing up.

I was doing all wonderful and was all warm and fuzzy inside…I had an internet date ( Read more... )

iz ded, money, jobs, love

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kitnkabootle February 18 2009, 04:49:32 UTC
Can we not use magic beans instead? I know money is terrible. It's very restricting on creativity and happiness and it crushes things like relationships and even friendships. It's a horrid thing and yet the world seems to revolve around it and the sun seams to rise and set on it. I am saying it now - I hate money. I want a big hoard of it just to sit on and loathe secretly.

But the catch 22 is I love things that money can give me.

PS I LOVE the song you're listening to now. What a great song. It makes me think my life is a musical as I twirl about singing it through the levels of my house.

Hang in there hun! Things will improve!

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ubiquitousmixie February 18 2009, 05:05:18 UTC
magic beans. i like that.

i've got a jar of spare change that i'm determined to save for events that will one day finally come, and it's all i can do to have hope that i won't end up drowning in debt without dipping into my rainy day jar.

isn't it a fun song? i always get really bummed out during that part in the movie because i keep looking for queer people - because honestly, you can't tell me that every person that she fixes up in that park was hetero. f'realz.

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mercurial_muse February 18 2009, 07:27:15 UTC
I have a rainy day jar! (Well, more like a rainy day box.) There are only two rules regarding that box.

Rule 1. Every single day, all pocket change gets emptied into the box.

Rule 2. Money doesn't come out of the box unless it's to fulfill a dream.

I've been hopelessly broke before and, even now, just manage to scrape by a lot of the time. One very important thing that isn't tied to money is hope. For me, my little dream box offers that. Even in the worst times I can look at that and know I have something, know that I won't ever stop investing in my dreams.

Hang onto the contents in that jar and keep believing in your dreams, and you'll be okay.

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