Jonathan Ben Alexander is an amazing guy.

He rubs my feet when they hurt.

He buys me gatorade.

He plays cool music at my house.

He cleans my house when I'm gone.

And other stuff too.

wow. some things you just wish you didn't know but do anyway cause you have to.

just let me fall off the face of the earth now.

pleeeeeeeease....

i'm scared of...

myself.

f*&k. i'm a total screw-up.

I had the best birthday ever. I have the greatest friends a girl could ever want.

I LOVE EVERY ONE OF YOU WHO SHOWED UP TO THE SURPRISE PARTY....

Special thanks to Missy for keeping me at the parents and OF COURSE Amanda for going all out, above and beyond, when I thought I was going to be doing nothing on my 25th.

<333333333333333 LOVE LOVE

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what goes around comes around.. hopefully more will come around.