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LESS ThAN A WEEK!!!!!!!!!!!!
OMG!!! I'm getting married in less than a week. next friday July 28th 2006 is the big day... :) ... I'm so frickin' excited. I love Jon so much... I'm so happy to be marrying him. we already have a family and now we are goingto spend the rest of our lives together. goodness. so much has happened this past bit. its crazy. i can't believe i'm ( Read more... ) -
stuck in a rock and a hard place
argh...can i scream yet?... things overall are going ok. just trying to get everything done before baby skylar comes along. then planning a wedding. attempting to save some money - which there is never enough of and this wedding is going to cost like 10K and i'm wondering where the money is going to come from - unfortunately i can't exactly pull ( Read more... ) -
a year gone by
it'll be a year ago in March. Hard to believe that almost a year has already gone by. Can't help but reflect some and wonder if anything would be different if one night had never happened?, but then again i remember that everything in life has a reason - maybe if i had never went through what i did I wouldn't be up here still and wouldn't be ( Read more... ) -
AWE!!! :)
Jon brought me part of my valentine's day present early to work today - totally unexpected and totally SWEET! :) literally LOL :)
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Missing In Person
Hmph. Things lately have been rough. Satan's really wearin' on me. Especially with my anxiety. Gets me everytime. I think part of it also is that I am striving for some sort of church family - but not sure where to find it. Went to this new church last night called "Paradox Church" --- i have to still do a lot of praying but I think it would ( Read more... ) -
Beauty found in death? Only if you are a christian going home.
Interesting - food for thought - having been through stuff like this before i saw this and it is true - therei s no Beauty found in death or suiide.
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Happy happy happy birthday
HAPPY BIRTHDAY starylytehu!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I wuv u sis!! Hope you get a chance to read this post and have a WONDERFUL birthday.
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tired
so far so good with pregnancy. they switched my due date to mAY 8TH. i'm still shootin' for april. but that is just me - babies come when they come - not a whole lot that i can do about that one ( Read more... ) -
Testing in Pregnancy - Prayers Please
I heard back from the Doctor today about my integrated screening blood test - its a test that tests for Down's Syndrom and other abnormalities in pregnancy - mine came back with the higher possiblity for Down's Syndrome - please keep myself, Jon, and this child in your prayers please - i don't know if it is anything or not but prayers are needed ( Read more... )