I feel, very much, like I may have lost myself.

I feel like im walking very slowly around a big racetrack, with tall walls on each side, so i cant see anything else and there's no forks in the road. Ive been going around in circles for like six years now. Sometimes i suspect that all the feelings i have are just reminiscent of emotions i had at some previous time. It's unbeleivably uninspiring ( Read more... )

I have this odd habit of visiting places during transitional periods in my life and just not leaving for a year.
Ive been in Delaware for a week now.

Ok i havent had a computer for a while so ive been out of the loop. Does anyone still use livejournal?
Like is this still a cool thing because im really considering writing some bullshit up in this interjournal thing but i have to know that someone is listening to my bitching.
Please respond.

Well I managed to escape death by the skin of my teeth once again. Everyone at the scene of the accident said theyve never seen anyone walk away from something that bad. I skipped away ( Read more... )

So for the most part, things are not going so well. I suppose from a third party perspective, or a materialistic point of view, they are just dandy, but I think the order in which I have arranged my priorities has darkened my vision a bit to the few small positive opportunities that have found their way into my situation. No matter how important I ( Read more... )

Sitting at desk hand tremors waiting for sleep medicine to kick in listening to music thinking about some things that have taken place considering that it might not be okay

There once was a lady named Lilly
She cheated and felt very guilty
But she felt even worse when her husband found out
...'cuz he buried her under the shed

...I don't think I'm even trying anymore.

A lot of things have happened in the last several months ( Read more... )

I don't know what to think.