This so perfectly sums up my feelings.  It's convenient to have world renowned authors to find the words when you can't put your thoughts quite so eloquently.

Goodbye, Harry
By: Stephen King

I'm having a day of mixed feelings: happy because I'm reading the manuscript of a novel that's full of magic, mystery, and monsters; sad because it will be ( Read more... )

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1. Sail around the world.  I don't care if this is unrealistic.  I am going to do it.  Maybe I'll go to school for marine biology so I can get funding and make it a research trip so I don't have to spend every penny I ever earn on a kickass ship.  When I do this I will stop ( Read more... )

Everyone take notice, because today, I, Jillian Varner, after six and a half long and frustrating years, got my braces off!  Otherwise I just want to say how much I love the drama club.  So, I love drama times one hundred and sixty seven trillion.  Actually no, I love drama (-infinity, +infinity).  I am thrilled for auditions and then next year ( Read more... )

heres an update for ya-- ap us was wayyy easier than i thought it would be. good.  my psycho brother stabbed me in the arm with a fork today. bad.  so now i have three and a half fork holes and a bruise on the back of my arm and it HURTS! what an asshole!  ap bio is monday and then after that hopefully the year will finish up well.

Well, first of all, Vote for me for NHS president tomorrow!

Secondly, I've had this realization that OMG I am going to 18 in less than two years which means that I will be able to vote and have a say (even if its a really really tiny say) in what goes on in the world.  Wow.  So anyhow, I've been trying to read up on current events more and more so I ( Read more... )

well school is over in about a month and a half but its gonna be hell for all of it.  i'm talking every waking moment is homework.  but i'm so unmotivated!

Good news is I went to the orthodontist this morning and i'm gonna have my braces off really soon, definitely by july but hopefully before.  Which isnt THAT soon, but when I've had them on for ( Read more... )

Everything is the same!  I need some variety!  In other news, AP Bio and AP US tests are in less than two weeks.  Fuck.

My sense of time is so skewed!  I was with Lauren the other day, yesterday maybe? I don't know, and I said something like, "remember last week when such and such happened?" and she said "that was yesterday.  Everyday this week felt like friday.  God, I'm sick of even writing these entries I sure as hell wouldnt want to read them because theyre ( Read more... )

I'm still incredibly frustrated with the majority of the people I know and the things I'm involved in.  I feel like there are so many obligations to fulfill that there is no end in sight, which results in my wanting to do absolutely nothing.  I don't want to do school work or go to dance.  I don't want to watch TV really, read, go on the computer, ( Read more... )

Well Little Shop of Horrors is over and we kicked major ass.  No joke, saturday's show rocked.  Now that I finally have free time though (Even though I'm mourning the loss) because the play and first dance competition are over, I get to study like you wouldn't believe for AP Bio and AP US so I don't fail both.  I am determined to get at least a 3 ( Read more... )